Hey... Majama ne...
You know what it feels like losing the loved one? It feels like u r dead from inside and still feeling pain. The only thing that stops u feeling pain is the only thing that gives u pain. I just like being sad. I don't know why but I'll make myself sad. It's like I don't want to be happy without the person I want in that. I m in depression. I don't know if it is depression or not. Today when I said in my mind that I m in depression, I just got goosebumps like my body telling me that thank you for accepting the fact. Look maybe I'm wrong because depression doesn't looks like this. Because I eat, laugh, sleep, cry. So this is something else, don't know now but maybe later. Yad aave 6 tari. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse.