Sunday, May 31, 2020

Tu mne yad to krti hois ne? 6elle kyare kaik lkhyu tu a b yad nhi. Hve Kai lkhto nhi. Tara sivay koi vichar j nai aavta. Amuk var aave 6 Tara pr lkhvano vichar pn hve Kai lkhvu nhi am thay 6. Su krva lkhu nd Kona mate. Aam b hu koi ne batavto nthi. Tne Maru lkhelu batavu gmtu tu mne pn hve tu vanchti b nhi nd aam b Maru lkhelu vanchi ne mara vicharo khbr pdi jay tne nd hurt Thau 6u hu, hji move on nai thyo am khbr pdi jay to tne guilty feel thay. ND a mare thava nai devu. Pehli line je lkhi 6 ne a line pr lkhvani iccha Thai 6 nd biji lines pn 6 ana pchi su lkhvu ae, pn chalse. Fari koi vakhat. Kadach bija koi mate aavi feelings aavse to lkhis nai to Kai nai aam b Ghana badha vicharo lkhya nhi ama ek vadhare. Medical college ma ek 6okri jode vat thay am 6. A interested hoy am lage 6 avu Mara friends nu kehvu 6 pn mne koi iccha nhi Avi. Friend banvu hoy to chale pn kadach aene feelings vadhare aai jay to jm Tara mate hu friend 6u pn mne vadhare feelings 6 Tara mate am to hurt thavay ana krta better 6 dur j rehvu. Hu girls thi dur j saro a 2 vakhat sabit Thai gyu 6. Na hurt Thau na Biju koi thay. Tari bau yaad aave 6 pn su kru a j khbr nai pdti. Mare tne Mari friend tarike rakhvi j nhi nd tare anathi vadhare banvu nhi. Jo vat Kris to khbr nai su bolis or su Kris so nai krto. Avu Kai na thay k tne b Mara mate a j feelings hoy j mne hoy. Na thay avu. Aa reality 6 koi story nhi k mare j krvu hoy a kri saku story ma. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse... Miss US...

Saturday, May 30, 2020

Hey..
Man ek jgyae lagtu j nai. Bik lage 6 or becheni 6 Kai k thavanu hoy or Thai rahyu hoy am. Su kru khbr j nai pdti. Bs tara vise vicharya kru 6u. Mne khbr 6 k seni becheni 6 mne or bik lage 6. Tu mne yad to rakhis ne bhuli to nai gai hoy ne. Bs a j man ma chalya kre 6. Aaje tne call na krva pr control rakhvo bau difficult 6. Kadach rat sudhi ma kri b dau. Try Kris control krvano. Hu darpok 6u a vat Sachi 6. Hu swikaru 6u pn tu b darpok 6u mne avu lage 6. Atle j the Mari poem nati vanchu me tne mokli ti ae. Pelu song lkhine moklyu a pn vanchya vgr saru 6 am Kai didhu. Tu darpok 6u. Tu feelings ne dabavi rakhu 6u. Jo darpok nthi to vanchvu tu ne me moklyu ae. Tu Mara mate feel krva lagis aeni bik 6 tne? Jo avu Kai 6 j nai to pchi km nai vanchti. Km mne call k msg kri ne vat nai krti. Chl call k msg to samji saku hu ke tu mne time aapu 6u tne bhulva mate no pn Maru lkhelu vanchvu nai a to samji sakay avu 6 j nai. Tu b Mari jm darpok j 6u. Hu 6u pn tari vat ma hve nthi. Jo tu ha padu ne to hu tne Mari sathe rakhva badhu bau kru. Hu Avi koi j ladai thi bivato nthi j mare tne Mari jode rakhva ladvi pde. Kai nai Pn aapda relation ma Mara ekla nu to chale nai atle tu j Kai vichari ne kru 6u a kr hu tne rokis nai bhale ne mne a dukhi krtu hoy. Aam b aama koi ek to hurt thse j to pchi hu j Thai jau. Tu khush reh bs hu to khush Thai j jais..... Badhu saru Thai jse.... Really miss you.....,.............

Friday, May 29, 2020

Hey...
Aaje Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind movie joyu. Bau saru movie 6. Movie ma ek doctor hoy a loko ni yad bhulavi de tme Jo aeni. To heroin hero ni yad bhulavi de 6 bs am j. Koi zagdo nai Kai j nai to b km k aene avu lage k hero ne ae nai gme hve aatla time pchi km k a thaki gyo hse aeni ganda jvi harkto thi. Hero aene mlva jay to odkhe j nai aene km k bhuli gai hoy ae. Hero ne khbr pde tyare a b a doctor jode jaine aene bhulai devanu nkki kre nd nd ve ni treatment ma aene avu thay k na nai bhulvi aene km k hve bs aeni yaado j 6 aeni jode a to 6 nai. Pn treatment ma aene suvdayo hoy atle a ungh ma j aeni Juni yaado ma yaado bachava no try kre. Thodu aghru 6 movie on dhyan thi jou be to bau j mast banayu 6 direction nd story. Aema ek scene 6 k a bnne rate beach pr ek Jan na ghare jay 6 a ghar ma koi hotu nthi me atle Khali msti krva, daru piva. To pelo tyathi jato Rey 6 aene tya heroin jode rehvu hoy 6 to b. To yaado ma heroin aene key km jato rhyo tu to key Mara friends wait krta hse. Mare rokavu htu pn khbr nai km a divse hu na rokayo. To heroin key bhale ne tu real ma nato rokayo aa to tari yaado j 6 ne aama to rokai ja Mari jode.... Bau jordar scene 6 aa. Ha aa vanchine tne khbr nai pde k hu su kehva mangu 6u atle na on gme tne on tu Jo to khbr pde k hu su Kai 6u. Saru movie 6 joje tu. Real ma to nthi tu Mari jode to yaado ma rakhu 6u tne Mari jode..... Yaad kru 6u tne roj.. pn Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....
Ungh nai aavti mne jone ktlu modu thyu 6 to b. Bs becheni lage 6, jiv adhuro thato hoy am Jane kaik khotu thavanu hoy or Thai rahyu hoy am. Avu Kai j na thay to saru. Tari khbr b nai puchi saku hu to. Saru 6 ne tne. Sachvje ND tne gamtu krje ama Kai khotu nai...

Thursday, May 28, 2020

Hey... Majama ne..
Mne avu lage 6 k aapde loko ek Duniya ma nathi rehta or ek Duniya 6 j nai. Bau badhi Duniya 6. Aapda ghar ma ek alag Duniya 6 ND aapda ghar ni Bahar samena ghar ma pn alag Duniya 6. Am badha j Loko alag Duniya ma jivi rahya 6. Aapde pn gharma alag Duniya ma 6 ND gharni Bahar alag Duniya ma. Ekla hoy ghar ma tyare aapdi alag Duniya 6 ND friends or family jode alag Duniya ma jiviae 6. Te kyak vanchyu hoy to k science avu mane 6 k multiple universe exist kre 6. Mne avu lage 6 k aapde multiple universe ma jivi j rahya 6 ne. Ghar ma alag Duniya, Bahar alag Duniya, ekla alag Duniya ma ae rite aapde pn multiple universe ma jivi rahya 6. Pn aa badha j universe ma ek vastu common 6 ae 6 aapdi Khushi mate ni sodh ND koi no sath. Aapde aapdi badhi Duniya ma khush rehva magiae 6. Not necessary k ek j person jode km k aapde friends jode hoiae be tyare Khali friends j hova joiae to vadhare khush rahi sakiae am. Pn amuk loko mate Khushi no Matlab j hoy amni gamti vyakti no sath. Amne koi situation khush na kre or ae that nai amne bs ek j vastu Khush kre, a 6 amni gamti vyakti no sath.......
Bs vichar aayo aavo to kidhu tne. Hope u understand..
Miss U......

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

Hey..
Taru sapna ma aavanu band nai thayu hji. ND tne jota j thodi j var ma jagi jau 6u. Kadach bik lage 6 k sapna ma pn hu tne hurt na kri dau atle jagi jau 6u. But emotional kri dey 6 Tara vicharo. Almost radavi dey 6. Aaje sapna ma te srs t-shirt pehri ti. Bau sari lagti ti. Aam to tu sari j lagti hou 6u. Tu office ni Bahar nikdi, me tne joi pn mlva j na aai sakyo. Su modhu lai ne aavu tne mlva. Me ek vat notice kri k hu tne sapna ma bs jou j 6u tne mlto j nhi. Tne dur thi Joi rau on jode aaine vat krvani himmat j nai thati. Tne hurt kri said toa bik thi sapna ma pn tarathi dur rau 6u nd dur thi tne joya kru 6u. Jo sapna ma j jode aaine vat nai kri sakto to pchi reality ma to krvi rite tne call kru k mli ski. U seem to be sad or blank. Kai j feelings Rai na hoy Avi ek dum numb. Jo avu htu to pchi km aavu kre 6. Paachi aai ja ne. Hu tya j 6u nd rah jov 6u. Amuk var vat hoy pn shabdo j na mle tne samjavana atle bs vat band kri dau 6u. Hu tne km kri ne samjavu k tu su 6 mara mate... Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Hey.. Majama ne..
Miss kru 6u tne. Amuk var to control krvo bau difficult Thai jay 6 pn su kru. Pchi eklo radi Lau 6u. Tari jod vat krvanu man thay 6 pn rokvu pde 6 potane. Kai j nai kri sakto hi tne Mari life ma lavva mate. Potani or gusso aave 6, nafrat Thai jay 6 potani jat thi k hu Kai j kri nai sakto even hu to tne Kai b nai sakto aa badhu. Plz aai ja ne paachi plz.....
Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Monday, May 25, 2020

Yad.. ktlo nano word 6. Koine kaiae k yad kru 6u tne atle bs pti jay? A word pachad ktli feelings hoy Ani khbr Khali je yad krto hoy ne aene j khbr hoy. Ktlu sahelu 6 koi ne kehvu k yad kru 6u tne pn ktlu difficult 6 a yad pachad ni feelings samjavi, a vato kehvi. Yad kru 6u tne or bhulto j nhi. Tara vise vicharya kru 6u nd aa tne kais nai hu ND tne kyarey khbr pn nai pde. Yado sathe jivi le 6 loko nd nerson j na hoy tyare bijo koi option b nai hoto loko jode. Kadach sahelu hse yaado sathe jivvu. Pn jyare a person hoy 6ata ana vagr jivvu pde tyare bau j difficult hoy yado sathe jivvu. Loko a pn kri leta hse on Mara mate bau difficult 6 yaado sathe jivvu ND tne bhuli pn nai sakto. Kadach AA badhu atyar sudhi lkhyu a badhu tne filmy lagtu hse exaggerate kri ne lkhyu hoy avu kadach hse avu pn mne je feel thay 6 a lakhu 6u. Miss kru 6u tne nd Kai j kri nai sakto. Tne call k msg pn nai kri sakto tu mne Joi ne hurt na Thai jau a bik thi. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. Miss U....

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Heyy... Majama ne..
Aaje room partner nisarg jode AMD aavyo to ana sis nu baby shower htu. Tya Gaya pchi tne Jovi ti, vat krvi ti atle Tara flat niche aavyo to. Tya road prthi tari balcony ma Joi rahyo k tu hmna aavis balcony ma to jou tne jadi to nai Thai gai ne am. Tara sivay badha ne joya. Tara mammi kitchen vadi balcony ma vasan dhota hta nd taro Bhai balcony ma 1-2 vat aayo. Kitchen ma Tara papa ne pn joya blue color ni t-shirt pehri ti amne nd nd tara mammi a blue ma design vadu gown pehryu tu. 30 min jvu ubho rahyo hois tari aavani rah Joi ne on na aavi tu. Biji side ni balcony ma net lagai 6 tme atle tyathi Kai dekhayu j nai. Jene jova aayo to ana sivay badha ne joya. Kai vandho nai fari koi divas nasib ma lkhyu hse to mlisu. Tne call krvo to pn na thayo Marathi. Tari vise vat krto hou ne to pn aankho ma aansu aai jay 6 to tari jode to vat j na kri saku radi j Kai ND tu mne radto joine dukhi na Thai atle call na kryo. It took a lot for me not to call u. Vat to thik tne balcony ma Joi hot ne to pn radto ND tu mne radta joti to dukhi thati. Beu dukhi Thai ae ana krta hu eklo dukhi Thau a saru am vicharu ne call na kryo. Rinku no yad aavi to msg aayo ano brother day no a j time pr. Me aene call krine kidhu k ahiya flat niche 6u aene mne bau samjayo call krva mate pn hu tne dukhi krva nto mangto atle call na kryo. Jo aapdi vacche pehla jvu j relation hot to karu j call hu pn nthi avu. Badhu change Thai gyu 6 nd nd hu aene pehla jvu krva Kai j nai kri sakto. Mare hve bs aakhi life aa j dukh sathe jivvanu 6 k hu tne love kru 6u ND tu mne nai krti. Bau yad aave 6 nd tne Kai b nai sakto. Tya same corner pr zad 6 tya j ubho rahyo to nd balcony ma tu aavis a vichari ne aankho ma aansu aavi Gaya ta. Vandho nai nasib saru thse atle mlisu aapde kadach hu je feelings vadi Disha ne malva mangu 6u aene a j rite j rite pehla Malta hta. Koi vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu chinta na krti. Tabiyat sachvje.
Really miss you.....,.

Saturday, May 23, 2020

Mind mathi j nai nikdti tu to pchi heart mathi kmni nikadu tne. Mind ma 6u to yad aaya kre 6 tari. He kadi thavanu nthi Avi situations na vichar aaya kre 6. We are happy together nd living together aava vichar aaya kre 6. ND avu kadi thavanu nthi khbr 6 mne pn to b Ava vichar aaya kre 6. Kadach Maru mind mne khush krva mate Ava vicharo krtu hse. Saru 6 pn reality to nai thay pn Atleast vicharo ma to thay 6 nd khush thau 6. Aaje 38 divas thaya aapde vat kre. Jo aam j chalse to 100% tu move on Thai jais. Aam to tu Thai gai pn hoy km k tu strong 6u. Hu to hji tya j 6u. Aagad vadhva j nai magto. Maybe taru marriage Thai jay or nakki Thai jay pchi aagad vadhi saku to khbr nai. Aa sentence lkhta pn aankh ma aansu aai gya to jyare real ma thse tyre to khbr nai ktlo dukhi Thais. Kai vandho nai Pn tu khush hois ne a vichari ne khush rehvano try Kris. Badhu j saru Thai jse. Chinta nai.....
Future ma jyare hu dukhi hois, radvu hse k hasvu hse to partner tarike bs taro j sath dekhay 6 mne, bija koi mne console j nai kri sake, Tara Gale mline j radvu nd nd  u 6 mare..

Friday, May 22, 2020

Hey.. majama ne
Disha, konsi Disha.. kaha chale jaate he mere kadam, Bina koi rashta, Bina koi direction, bs chal dete he dhundhne tuzko. Mere kadmo ki Disha dhundte he Meri Disha ko.. chaaro taraf ki dishayein bich khada lekin me fir bhi muh latkaye. Jane konsi Disha le Jaye muze Teri aur..
Aam to lkhvanu band j kri didhu 6 pn aaje aa lkhyu to batavu 6u tne. Khbr 6 atlu sari nthi pn sari Thai sake avu 6 so krisu saru jyare badhu saru Thai jse.....
Tu Mari Tara 6, mne sudharva vadi mne kaik banava vadi. Pn jode revu pdse nai to nai bni saku saro...

Thursday, May 21, 2020

Hey..
Song sambhdato to utube pr nd emotional Thai gyo. Tari yado emotional kri j de 6. Jo tu aavu k na aavu, tari yaado aave j 6 roj Mari jode vato krva, Mari tabiyat puchva, mne sambhdva. Aavta week ma transfer kri dese avu kidhu sir ne madva gayo to. To aaje haircut kraya k ghare Jai to junglee na lagu amne. 6elle kyare bad odaya hse Ani khbr j nai mne Khali hath thi sidha kri Lau. Mne canteen vada b key roj ungh ma thi j aavo 6o k su ND hu ha padi dau. Looks ni mne Kai j pdi nai koine batavu nhi mare Kai ND mne b avu gme 6 to Avi rite rau 6u. Ha thoda atticate hova joiae pn atyare kya koi function ma javanu 6 or phota padava na 6. So chale badhu. Aapde kyare madisu a vichar aavya kre 6 mne, madisu b k nai a b khbr nthi mne to. He divase madisu a divas bau yadgar hse Mara mate. Aakhi life yad rehse mne. Science avu key 6 k jyare tme mari Jai ne tyare 6elli 2-3 minutes ma tamaru mind tamri badhi j yaado me rewind kre mind ma. Bau badhi yaado rewind thse mare hji to ghani banse pn Navi. Pn chokkas thi amani ek hse j jyare aapde madisu ne a divas ni yad. A divas hu bau j Khushi pn hois ND bau j sad pn hois. Aavi feelings jode kmno deal Kris a khbr nai mne. Miss US.....

Wednesday, May 20, 2020

Heyy... Tabiyat sari 6 ne.
Bau yad aave 6 tari. Aaje room ma badha betha that vato krva ND past ni vato chalu Thai. Me vat chalu kri aapdi ND badha chup Thai gya ek to rova lagyo. Me kidhu be hu nathi radyo ne tu km radu 6u. Actually ma hu bau j emotional Thai gyo to vat krta pn somehow me control kryo. Vat krta amuk var to band pn Thai jato atlo emotional Thai jato. Normally hu Kai Mara vise kau nai Pn aaje kidhu aapdi friendship vise. A loko ne am thyu k aani life ma pn 6okri friend 6 am. Me Kai sympathy leva natu kidhu bs moment j hti Avi to Kai didhu amne. Badhu to nai Pn toy kidhu amne. Sorry aam to aapdi vat koi aagad na krvi joiae pn me kri. Tu yad kre 6 k nai mne. Yad rakhje mne bhulti nai, aam to na j bhulu pn toy Kau 6u. Yad kru 6u tne......

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Heyy...
Atyare savare hu utube pr videos joto to to ama pre wedding video joyo nd song htu patan thi patola lavjo ND hu bau emotional Thai gyo km k tari yad aavi mne. Aa video bau time pehla joyo to me ND hu pn pre wedding video banais avu vicharyu htu. Tari yad aave 6. Aaje 35 divas Thai gya aapde call or msg krye. Hope tari tabiyat sari hse.
Me kidhu tu ne tne k hu peli application pr loko me console kru 6u ama ek girl Mari jm j listener 6. Listener hoy ne aene bija jtla listener online hoy a batave to ek divas aene mne online Joi ne profile check kri hse nd me language ma Gujarati lkhelu 6 to aene msg kryo to mne a pn Gujarati 6 atle. Pchi ame 2-3 vakht vat kreli. Kale me msg kryo to aene so a sad hti. Pchi aeni feelings kehti ti. Aene auto immune disorder 6, family problem 6, mom illness pchi off Thai gya l, financially problem 6, sibling pn nthi share krva mate. ND pchi aene mne puchyu tne su dukh 6 am ne hu Kai j na boli sakyo km k mare aena jvu Kai j nthi. Sachu dukh to aene 6 nd still she is dealing with it nd hu khbr nai km dukhi 6u. Loko ni life joiae ne tyare khbr pde k loko ne ktlu dukh 6 nd aapde potani j lai ne betha hoy j Amana dukh aagad Kai j nthi.

Monday, May 18, 2020

Hello.. majama ne...
Divso bs Jai rahya 6. Koi j excitement nthi. Bs savare uthvanu office javanu and jamvanu, room pr time pass krvano ND sui javanu. Aa j repeat mode pr chale 6. ND Jo busy na hoy to sad Thai javanu. Normally loko khush Thai sakta hoy pn koi precious person life ma thi jatu Rey ne ne tyre pehla j vastu amne khush krti hoy ne a pn khush na kre km k amne khush j nai thavu. After all happiness depends upon us. Avu nai k amne a vastu Khushi na aape pn amne thavu nai hotu km k amne a person jode happy thavu hoy. Hve Jo a person j na hoy to a happiness no koi meaning j na lage amne. Pn kehvay ne time heals everything. Time lage amne pchi saru Thai jay badhu. Koi me vadhare time lage koi ne ocho pn pchi loko sikhi j ley life ma jivta. Hu pn pehla jm khush Thai jais kadach. Joiae ktlo time lage 6 ama. Badhu saru Thai jse. I just miss you. Tu call kru me hu ghare house to vat na kru nd to b tu vat krvano try kre, Maru mood kharab hoy to tu saru karvano try kre a badhu j yad aave 6. I wish k me tari jode vat kri hot to jyare hu gahre hato tyare pn po atyare Mari pase tari vadhare yaado hot. AMD transfer Thai jse to tya tari yad vadhare aavse. Aam b "Jya yaado rehti hoy ne tya rehvu bau difficult hoy". Pn j 6 ae aa j 6 mare a sathe jivvanu j 6. Pn Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse..

Sunday, May 17, 2020

Hey... Majama ne...
You know what it feels like losing the loved one? It feels like u r dead from inside and still feeling pain. The only thing that stops u feeling pain is the only thing that gives u pain. I just like being sad. I don't know why but I'll make myself sad. It's like I don't want to be happy without the person I want in that. I m in depression. I don't know if it is depression or not. Today when I said in my mind that I m in depression, I just got goosebumps like my body telling me that thank you for accepting the fact. Look maybe I'm wrong because depression doesn't looks like this. Because I eat, laugh, sleep, cry. So this is something else, don't know now but maybe later. Yad aave 6 tari. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. 

Saturday, May 16, 2020

Hey.. it's me, hope u remember. Majama ne..
Majak kru 6u yad to hoy j ne.
Love bau complicated 6 nai? Khbr na pde kai. Love 6 k nai, ktlo 6, koni koni jode 6, temporary 6 k permanent. A loko loko lucky hoy k jmne loko love krta hoy ND he type no amne joito hoy a type no means k friendship vado, husband vado, boyfriend vado am. Baki badha ne love to madto j hoy pn jeni jode thi nd jevo joito hoy avo nai madto. Tu pn lucky hois badhani jm hu to nthi j. Atleast atyare to nai j. 31 divas thaya tari jode vat krye means actual ma Baki aam to roj vat thay 6 aapdi vacche. Aaje papa call pr mne Tara vise puchya hata khbr nai ek dum achanak su thayu hse amne. Lage Mari jm a pn tne miss krta hse. Tari khbr puchya hata, mne key call kru 6u k nai me na padi to reason puchje. Me vat badli nakhi. Tne call krvo to amne khbr puchva tari. Number mangyo Mari jode me kidhu Rinku jode thi lai lo 6 j Ani pase pn pchi amne kidhu Disha ne k ana family ne avu na thay k 6 month Thai gya 6 atle Paisa nu yad karava mate call kryo hse am km k a to kadi tari jode vat krta nthi call pr atle. Atle nai kre am kidhu. Tari chinta krva vada Mara ghar ma pn 6 joyu. Ama Kai navai nahi bija Ghana Loko hse on aa to tu kehti ti ne k tu Kai kru ama Maru family hurt thay atle kau 6u. A loko ne tu game 6 nd atle nai k mne tu gme 6 tu atle. A loko ne Mara pehla tu gamti ti. Jya love hoy tya hurt thavay I know pn a loko Tara Kai krvathi kyarey hurt nai thaya, Tara na krvathi kadach thay.
Emotional Thai gyo hu. Chl tu tabiyat sachvje.
Me and my family missing you....
Kale room partner 6 ne Ani jode rate 1 vage ek family ne quarantine krva gyo to. Rate call aayo ana pr k positive case aayo 6 so family quarantine krva javu pdse. Patient to hospital ma admit j hata. 10 Loko ne samras hostel ma quarantine krya. Family bivai gai ti. Kadach a loko potana mate nai Pn ek bija mate vadhare bivata hse. Because of love for each other. Hu to first time aa rite joyu nd gayo Maja aave Kam krvani pn safety bau rakhvi pde. Family thi 3-4 ft dur ubha Raine j vat krvani amni koi vastu ne touch nai krvani. Aatlu risk hoy to b aa Loko Kam kre 6 saru kevay. Aam b saru kevay Loko ni help kri sakay 6 aa time ma jyare amne sauthi vadhare jrur 6 tyare. Tabiyat sachvje tu kale badhu joyu pchi khbr pdi k bolvu sahelu 6 pn thay ne tyare khbr pde. Be safe..

Friday, May 15, 2020

Hi.. aaje month Thai gyu tari jode vat krya vgr. Ek mahina pehla aa j divase taro answer sambhdyo and....... Bau radyo to a divase, bau j dukh hji sahan nai thatu Marathi pn..... Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu chinta na kr ND tabiyat sachvje. Bau iccha thay 6 tari jode vat krvani pn aagad kidhu tu ne am ke kadach taro avaj sambhdi ne bau control nai kri saku nd radi jais. Jo tu sambhdis to kadach tu dukhi Thai jau atle call nai krto. Kal rate Ahista Ahista song mobile ma play thayu rate nd hu control j na kri sakyo. Te aa song Tara status ma mukyu tu mne yad 6 nd room ni Bahar nikdi gyo. Bau radyo rate Bahar jaine. Dilip ne call kryo, nisarg ne b kryo. Bnne a vat kri nd help b krva mage 6 Mari on nai kri sakta. Hu j Mari help nai kri sakto. Bau j yad aavi tari ND atyare pn aave 6 pn Kai kri sakto nhi. Time lagse saru thata pn khbr nai ktlo, ek month, 6 months, 1 year, k pchi...... Pn Kai vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu. Aa badhu tu kyarek vanchis to ktlu saru Atleast tne khbr to pde k taro koi friend hto jna mate tu bau special 6u, ND tne bau gamadto, life spend krva mangto tari sathe. Dilip nd nisarg ne thodu ghanu Mari feelings no khbr 6 a tne key to ktlu saru. Hu j na padu 6u amne tne Kai kehvanu on bs tne Mari feelings ni khbr to pde. Mare aa badhu Kaine koi sympathy nthi joiti tari bs khbr hovi joiae tne.
Accha Waqt aayega aur jab aayega me puchuga kyu itni der lagai. Kya rah dekhe hue tha ki kab me tut jaunga, bikhar jaunga. Lekin dekh abhi bhi nhi tuta me, khada hu me plz aa ja aur Gale laga de muze....

Thursday, May 14, 2020

Hello.. Majama ne..
Vat krva aavyo tari jode. Miss kru 6u tne. Ktlu miss kru 6u a to koi ne khbr nai pde kyarey. Mne on nai khbr ktlu miss kru 6u tne, bs badhi vat ma tari j yad aave. Or tne bhulva j nai deto hu potane. Aapdi feelings pn bau jabri vastu 6 koi ne khbr j na pde ktli badhi 6, Kona mate 6, km 6, amuk var to potane j khbr na hoy. Hu eklo betho hov, bolto hov, chup hov, hasto job k roto hov koi ne a badha pachad no feelings nai dekhati. A badha ma pn tne miss krto job 6u k tu hot to ktli Maja aavti on su kru tu nathi Mari jode. Tne yad aavti hse k nai Mari or tne khbr hse k hu ktlu miss kru 6u tne.... Bs hve Kai vat nai krvi................
Aaje ek month Thai gyo tne propose kre. Ek mahina pehla aajna divse khush hto k finally me tne Kai didhu. Pchi bau nervous Thai gyo to nd bik lagti ti. Hju on avu j 6 kadach. Ghare atyare video call kryo nd same vada loko jode b vat kri, soc Joi, radva jvo Thai gyo or andar to radu j 6u. Pn mammi papa khush hta me call kryo atle pn Amna hasva pachad nu radvu dekhayu mne. Mammi badhu batavti tyare phone ana face pase gyo tyare ano gal bhino hto ana radvana lidhe even Mara ghar na same vada na aankh ma pn aansu dekhaya mne. Badhani aankho ma aansu hata atle dekhaya k pchi Mari aankh ma hata atle mne avu lagyu, khbr nai. Missing us........

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

Hey.. Rinku a kidhu tari tabiyat sari 6 I'm glad. Sachvje tabiyat. Aaje Kai kehva mate shabdo nhi bs emotions 6 nd aene kmna Kai tne. So aaje me Lady Gaga nu ek song sambhdyu a Kai 6u. Relate thayu a song mne nd Mari situation so ND bau jordar 6.
Wish I could, I could've said goodbye
I would've said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew it would be the last time
I would've broke my heart in two
Tryin' to save a part of you
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh
When we first met
I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I'd find myself
Lying in your arms
And I want to pretend that it's not true
Oh baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning
And I'm not moving on
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love
I don't wanna know this feeling
Unless it's you and me
I don't wanna waste a moment, ooh
And I don't wanna give somebody else the better part of me
I would rather wait for you, ooh
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
Baby, unless they are your lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Don't let another day begin
Won't let the sunlight in
Oh, I'll never love again
Never love again
Never love again
Oh, I'll never love again

Tuesday, May 12, 2020

Tari badhi vato yad aave 6. Kam krto hou, Kam na krti hou, unghta, jagta, bike chalavta, office ma, room ma badhe j tari yad. Khbr 6 clg ma hu tne kehto k ek time pchi Loko bhuli j jay Manas ne nd example b aapyu tu k koi no ek no ek 6okro or 6okri b Mari jay ne to thoda time pchi a loko b bhuli jay ND tu kehti k na avu Kai j na hoy. Pn Jo atyare hu Sacho padu 6u ne. Bhuli gya badha mne. Mne Kai dukh nhi k badha bhuli gya dukh a vat nu 6 k mne gamta, Mari life na important person b bhuli Java lagya 6 or yad 6u to pn call nai krta. Call na kre to b Kai nai yad hou to b bau. Aam b tamare yad rehva mate yad karavu jruri hoy 6. Aaje 28 divas thaya nd aapde vat k msg nai kryo ek bija ne. Me to khbr b nai puchi tari aatla time thi. Iccha to roj hoy 6 vat krva ni pn tu roj vat krva hou nai atle call nai krto nd Jo kadach tari jode vat krta hu emotional Thai jau nd tne khbr pdi jay to tu dukhi thay. So bs chalya kre 6 aa badhu. Tu majama to 6u ne. Tabiyat sachvje tu. ND ghare badha ni tabiyat sari 6 ne. Take care..
Sui gai hois tu atyare to mne ungh nai aavti to aai gyo vat krva tari jode. Tu sache ma bhuli gai mne? Na na avu na thay. Aato taro avaj or text nai aayo aatla divas thi to bs nakama vicharo aave aava. Am Kai thodi bhuli jau mne tu. Bs yad aave 6 tari.....
Miss US...

Monday, May 11, 2020

Hey.. majama ne
Office na Loko thi nafrat Thai gai 6 aaje. Me kidhu tu ne pela clerk jode mare thodu bolvanu thayu tu aene office ma badhane Kai didhu k aa order vagr tya Kam krva jay 6 nd office ma Corona lavse nd all. Amne na padi 6 office javani j pn Kam hoy a baharthi patai devanu. Paisa amne office Bahar ek Jan aapi jay. Jane ame Loko office na staff j na hoy. Aaje hu gyo office to jtla a joyo mne a badha tu km ahiya aayo nd all kehya kre. Hu certificate leva gayo to andar mne aaje aapyu Kam kru 6u ne atle. To badha clerk Jane hu Corona Kai ne aayo hoy am kre. Mne bole nd response b avo aape. Potani office ma j Jane hu koi baharno hoy avu kryu amne. Hu saru Kam j kru 6u ne Loko ne help krine ana badla ma appreciate na kre to Kai nai Pn aavu to na kre mne. Mari self respect hoy k nai. Ktlu khotu lage jyare potani office ma aavu kre tyare.
Ungh pn ktli jordar vastu 6 nai. Thoda time mate aapde badhu j bhuli jaiae. Aapdu sukh, dukh. Pan jagiae atle fari pacha a j thoughts, a j dukh or sukh. Reality ma Kai j change na hoy. Tari jod vat krvi 6 pn thati nhi. Kone Kai aa badhu ghare Jai to tension thay amne k aava area ma Kam kru 6u ND tu vat krti nhi or kru to ek divas pchi tu bolu k bija koi jode vat kr. I wish k tu AA badhu sambhdti Atleast mne thodu saru to lagtu. Pn Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Hey..
Aaje fari sapna ma aavi tu ND pchi unghyo j nai hu. Me avu vanchelu 6 k tmne Jo ungh na aavti hoy ne to tme koi na sapna ma jagta hoy. So if Mara lidhe tne ungh na aavti hoy to sorry ana mate. Hve sapna na aave to saru am vicharu 6u pn aaj to ek jagya 6 jya aapde sathe 6, vat kriae 6. Pn aa he Kai thayu apda vchhe Ani asar sapna ma pn dekhay 6. Bau Kai yad nai rehtu sapnu pn atlu yad 6 k sapna ma pn hve aapde clg ma hata atla close nhi hota. Amuk var hoy 6 amuk var nai hota. Pn hu sapna ma to bau j try kru 6u tne jode rakhvano. He bhulo real ma kri 6 Atleast sapna ma nai krto nd aapdi relationship bachavano try kru 6u. ND hu reality ma bhale Hari gyo on sapna ma to nai j haru. Hu a Duniya ma to tne Mari pase rakhis...
Yad aave 6 tari pn call nai thato Marathi. Vat na kru a saru j 6 aam b tne pn pchi tev pdi jay ND Marathi pchi ochi affect thava lagis. Aam b mne to ahiya Corona thavano j 6 nd kaik Thai jay to ochu dukh thay tne.
Me tne kidhu tu ne ke hu ek application pr Loko jode vat kru nd console krvano try kru amne. To ama 15-20 days pehla ek girl jode vat Thai ti aene ana bf jod breakup Thai gyu because they had fight and all. And his bf moved on and she can't. Ae aene bhuli nai sakti and try krya kre 6 aene samjavano pn Kai j thatu nhi. Me samjayu aene k hve Kai j nai thay a move on Thai gyo 6 nd tare on thavu pdse. A key try kru 6u pn nai thava tu. Me kidhu accept kr pehla k ae have nathi tari jode to j move on thavase. Irony to Jo ke hu aene aa sikhaman aapu 6u k accept kr ND all. ND Mara potana thi j accept nai thatu k tu nathi have Mari sathe. U moved on and I can't do anything about it. All I can do is just ACCEPT it.

Saturday, May 9, 2020

Thaki gyo 6u Disha have AA badhathi. Call krne tu or msg kr. Move on thavu jaruri 6? Aa badhu krvu jruri 6? Khbr 6 mne tne feelings nhi Avi koi Mara mate pn aa badhu km jruri 6 vat na krvi ND all. Su thse anathi. Khbr 6 mne tu km call nai krti. Hu thodok bhulyo hoy ne pacho a j jagyae na aavi Jai atle call nai krti tu. Pn hu to tya j 6u hji. Aagad gayo j nhi. Rah jou 6u tari k tu aavis nd badhu pehla jvu j Thai jse. Tu Mari jode hsva lagis nd hu tne badhu j feel kru 6u a kehva lagu. Move on thava mate accept krvu bau jruri 6. To j move on Thai sako nai to tmne avu lage k Thai gya 6o pn jyare peli vyakti aave ne or aene bija koi jode Jovo ne to fari tuti jav. Miss kru 6u tne bau j miss kru 6u. Amuk var bike bs chalya j kre rashto bhuli jau. Office Java na badle rashto jya lai jay tya jau pchi aagad jaine khbr pde tyare pacho vadu Rasta pr. Mne kaik Thai jse tyare tu mare je sambhdvu 6 a kais? Pn tyare Kai meaning nai Rey aeno km k a to hu jyare hato tyare sambhdvu tu. Tne khbr 6 aam b Loko jivta krta marela Loko ne vadhare prem kre. Atle Loko love failure ma sucide attempt krta hoy k Jo a krvathi pn ano prem madto hoy to a pn kri Lau am. Joke avu na j karay life bau precious 6 aene aam vedfi na nakhay. Pn aa badhu a loko samji sake a mental state ma hoy j nai mne lage 6 kadach attempt krta hse ne a loko tyare ek point avo aavto j hse k a loko bachvano try krta hse pn tyare modu Thai jay.
Mne ahiya Corona Thai jse to su Kris tu. Pchi hu sambhdva mate pn nai hoy he tare kehvu hse ae ND pchi kadach tne dukh thay pn aenu su km k Kai j nai thay pchi. A dukh sathe jivvu pdse tare. ND thse to khru j dukh km k bhale tne Mara mate biji koi feelings nai hoy pn ek friend mateni to 6 j ne.......
I really Miss US..

Friday, May 8, 2020

Hello.. Majama
Koi saru Kam krtu hoy to aene support krva ne badle aene rokvanu kmnu a aa Duniya ne bau sari rite aavde. Me kidhu tu ne hu ahiya containment area ma Paisa aapva jau 6u ND aakhi office ne khbr 6k hu tya jau 6u. To aaje Amara sir and ek clerk tya aavya ne police vada ni same amne key tmne ahiya aavano order kone aapyo, kone puchi ne Kam kro 6o ahiya. Tamari or inquiry besadi su ame am. Ala ame koi illegal Kam kriae 6 help j kriae 6 ne public ni to b aavu nd he bnne aaya ta ae bnne khbr hti k ame tya jaiae 6 to aatla divas thi km na kidhu Kai k na Jason or aa j vat call kri ne bolaya hot to amne office pchi b kidhu hot to vandho nato ama. Pn aato ek clerk ne me bija ek sir 6 amni help krva kidhu be atle aa badhu kryu aene. A sir Muslim 6 atle aane gamtu nthi nd help krvi nhi. Mari pr gusso aayo aene atle bija ek sir ne lai ne aayo ae nd aa kryu. Police vada aagad department ni ijjat gai ne. Police vada Amna Gaya pchi key Tamara department vada Jabra 6 aatlu saru Kam kro 6o to b roke 6 nd inquiry besadvani vat kre 6. Tya no police nd je helper hoy a badha j amari side hata kidhu koi chinta na kro tmne Kai nai thay ame kaisu amne. Aam b amne Kai na thay km k Amara ASP a kidhu j tu amne nd aa Loko ne khbr nai Pn jvu nam lidhu amnu atle band Thai gya bolata nd pchi Gaya to b inquiry nu keta j ta. Ek j kalak no andar a clerk nd je sir aaya ta jode call krine amne key tme jajo vandho nai Pn dhyan rakhjo. Km k Dy. SP, PI a call kri ne direct Amara SSP ne j kidhu k aa Loko Kam kre 6 to help krva na badle km roko 6o. Pela sir nd clerk ne khbr pdi gai k aamnu nam leva jevu nhi. ND aama main to pelo clerk j 6 nd pela sir ne chadaya. Hve 2-3 divas javu j nhi office. A area ma koi kam krva taiyar j nhi nd hu same thi tya jaine Kam kru 6u to b aavu kre 6 aa Loko. Kale nai jau office on Monday to jato j rais km k Amara zagada ma public ne problem thay atle.
Tu to vat krva b nhi Mari jod...... Kai nai saru Thai jse..... Tu tabiyat sachvje.

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Hi........ Majama ne..
Aaje savare pn sapna ma tu aavi ti. Hu Tara sapna ma to nai aavto hoy kadach pn yad to avu 6u k nai...
Tne khbr 6 loko break up thay amnu pchi physically hurt krta hoy 6 ae km kre. Km k ae Loko a dukh ne bhulva mangta hoy. Aemnu dhyan ae dukh ma thi hati ne bije kyak lage atle ae Loko potane physically hurt krta hoy. Or atlu badhu hurt thaya pchi thodok time Amna ma koi feelings j na Rai hoy atle a loko hurt kre nd still amne Kai j feel na thay. Km k physical hurt a Kai j nhi emotionally hurt thava same. Km k pela ma tme dava lai sako nd saru Thai jay anathi pn emotionally hurt thaya hoy tyare koi dava j Kam ma na lge. Jene hurt kryu hoy ne Ani jode j dava hoy ND ae dava tmne mle j nai. Aapdi life ma aapda njik na person nu Mari javu nd a person nu aapdne 6odine hamesha mate jatu rehvu ae bnne bau j alag vastu 6. Pehla case ma tme am vicharu ne manavo potani jat ne ke a Mari gyu 6 atle Kai na thay pn bija case ma tmne khbr j na pde k su krvu, potani jat ne samjavi j na sako k atlu precious person Tamara life nu tmne 6odi ne gyu 6. Ktlu dukh thatu hse amne khbr 6 tne. Andar thi tuti javay, Jane swas Levo 6 tamare pn lai na sakay. Koi andar thi Jane tmne dabai rahyu hoy ne avu lage. Suffocation thay. ND u can do nothing about it. Bs rah jovani k kyare aapde apdi jat ne samjai sakiae. Loko movie ma Jove ne to Kai khotu na lage hurt krvu potane, pn real ma Jove ne to am thay k aa su ganda jvi harkto kre 6. Of course avu hurt na karay pn ganda ni jm koi ne gamadyu hoy ne nd jyare a j 6odine jatu Rey ne tyare j ganda jvi harkto kre. Ano atlo badho prem ganda jvo na lage nd Ani harkto ganda jvi lage. Samjvu pn ktlu aghru hoy potani jat ne to bija koi ne a samjavu to bau j agharu 6, samjai j na sakay. Aa to mne thoughts aaya to kidha me tne. Badhu saru Thai jse.....
Miss us.


Wednesday, May 6, 2020

Tabiyat sari ne?
Miss bau j nano word 6 koi ne jyare real ma miss krta hoiae ne tyare aapdi feelings btava mate. I wish k kaik Ava words banya hoy k he aapdi true feelings be batavi sake. Pn avu Kai hoy j nai. Km k samjnara to shabdo vgr samji jata hoy 6 nd na samjnara ne Kai pn kaiae to koi farak na pde. Kuch Baatein Kahi nahi jaati, surf Suni Jati He.
Bau emotional Thai gyo 6u tari jode vat krvi 6, avaj sambhdvo 6 taro. I wish tu mne atyare puchu hu majama 6u k nai nd hu kau k Tara vagar kmno hoy saku majama. Roj yad kru 6u tne nd atyre avo vichar aave 6 k tu bija koi jode vat kris and it's okk pn tu mne bhulva laagis and bija koi ne gamadva lagis. Tu nai Mani aa vichar thi j atyare aankh ma aansu aai gya nd silently radva lagyo. Sache ma aavu j thase thoda time pchi tu mne bhuli jais and life ma bija koi jod aagad vadhi jais....
Aaje 21 divas Thai gya tari jode vat krya vgr and science avu key 6 k koi pn vastu or vyakti no aadat lagta or 6utata 21 divas lage. Pn hu to hji avo j 6u. Hji b tya j, vat krvi 6 tar jod, tari vato sambhdvi 6, tari Mara mate ni care Jovi 6 nd Mari care tne batavi 6 pn Kai j nai thatu aavu............. Kai nai saru Thai jse badhu. I hope tu khush hois....

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Khabar nai km tari yad ek dum aai jay ND bau j aave. Atli aave k hu emotional Thai jau. And I can't help it............ .......... ....... Kai vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu.
Loko dukhi kyare that khbr 6 jyare amni life ma koi precious vastu(person) khovai jay me tyare.
Ahiya Paisa aapva hu hotspot area ma jau 6u kidhu tu ne me aagad tne. Aam a area ma ame patra ne barricades lagaya hoy tyathi thoda j andar ek complex ma besiae. Pn aaje hu a area ma 2-3 km andar ek lady hata Amna ghare gayo. Amna papa bimar 6 to aave Ava nhi and amne Paisa no jrur hti so mne key aavo ne Kai nai thay, Allah 6 saru j rakhse badhu. Pehla to me na padi km k obviously ae area ma atlu badhu andar javay j nai bik lage Pn pchi gyo hu. Mari jod aaje bnne room partner aaya ta aemne to na j padi didhi mne key tu ja tne aam b Kya vandho 6. Majak krta ta ae. Mne lagyu javu joiae atle gyo help krva. Aapda Loko jode aakha year na chokha ne khava nu 6 so vandho na aave pn amne to dar roj lai ne khavanu hoy Paisa ni jarur hoy j ne amne ae vichari ne gyo. Tare tabiyat sari 6 ne sachvje. Call krvo 6 tne pn nai kri sakto bau darpok nd weak 6u hu. Kai help ni jrur hoy to a b nai puchi sakto tne nd ahiya aakha Gam ne help kru 6u.
Atyare ek dum j becheni thava lagi. Su karu su kru am thay. Kai gamtu nhi. Ungh aavti nhi, ubho Thai jau, besi jau am ek dum j. Jane Kai thavanu hoy avu lage 6. So tari jode vat krva aai gyo. Aavu km thatu hse. Kai nai saru Thai jse.

Monday, May 4, 2020

Majama ne...
Aaje fari sapna ma aai tu ND fari hu jagi gyo. Tu mne explain krti ti k tu msg or call km nahi krti. Tare koi vastu explain krvani jrur nhi hu samji 6u tu km nhi krti. U want me to move on nd Tara call k msg thi hu pacho pehla jvu vicharva laagu nai atle nthi krti tu. It's okk. And Jo aavu na hoy to b mne Kai vandho nai. After all darek person ni choice hoy k aene koni jode vat krvi 6 nd koni jode nai. Comfortable hoy, Maja aavti hoy Ani jode vat karay Baki na j karay. Tu tabiyat sachvje AMD ma case bau vadhi rhya 6.
Yad aave 6 tari.....

Sunday, May 3, 2020

Oye......
Savare taru j sapnu aayu and hu jagi gyo pchi unghyo j nai. Km k fari taru j sapnu aavse and na aava joiae. Km k move on thavanu 6. Bau saru sapnu htu mne yad pn Rai gyu. Sapna ma tu Sadi pehrine aavi to a j Sadi he te farewell party na divase pehriti. Ae divase me tne kidhu ntu k tu Sadi ma ktli beautiful lagu 6u pn aaje Kai 6u Sadi ma Loko key ne k girl bau j sari lage Sachi vat 6. Jo kadach yad hoy to even a divase I try to kiss u in the hostel lift because I can't resist myself. Loko key 6 k savarna sapna Sacha pde and aaje a vat believe krvanu man thay 6. Jo aa sapnu on sachu pde to. Sapna ma u hugged me and accept my proposal. I really want k aa sapnu sachu pde pn aa Khali sapnu j 6 kadi sachu na pde I know. Jo sachu pdi jay to hu.........
Call na aayo taro mne lagyu aaje tu call Kris. Saru thyu na aayo km k hu vat na kri sakto or radi jato taro avaj sambhdi ne to tne guilty feel thatu. Actually ma hu to pn rah joto to Tara call ni. Kai nai  te km na kryo a samju 6u hu.
I really MISS you 🥺

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Hey Majama, Koi vat krva mate hotu nhi room partner busy hoy  wife jod vat krva ma to sanje pelo health department vado aave to vat kru Ani jode thodi aene saru lage atle. Aene peli 6okri jode problems chale 6 ana staff ma me kidhu tu ne ae. So aenu dukh thodu ochu thay vat kru to. Baki aakha divas koi movie jou. Aaje to movie joine on kantado aavto to atle drawing krva betho. ND tare a na j jova joiae drawing. Jo koine drawing prthi Kai khbr pdti hoy to ae drawings ghanu badhu Kai jay Ava hata pn koi ne khbr pde to ne. Amanu ekad drawing to tne khbr pdi j jat. Aaje khbr pdi drawings tamari mental state pn batave.
Aaje 17 divase taro Instagram pr msg aayo nd hu bau emotional Thai gyo 6u. Kadach the WhatsApp nu last seen joyu hse and uninstall kri didhu avu lagyu hse atle j Instagram pr msg kryo hse. Bau j iccha 6 reply aapvani pn vat na kru a saru kadach km k tu majama am puchis to khotu nai bolu ne sachu bolis to tu guilty feel Kris k Tara lidhe hu hurt Thau 6u. Te j kidhu tu k hu avu badhu Kaine guilty feel kravu 6u so reply nai aapu. I wish k hu aapi sakto and aapde pehla no jm j vat kri sakta pn amuk var tamare najik na Loko ne bachava mate Amna thi dur thavu jaruri hoy 6 atle dur j rais jya sudhi accept krto na Thai jau tya sudhi. Sorry kadach tare koi vat krvi hoy Mari jode avu pn bane pn hu fari a sambhdva tari jode nathi. But I think Mari destiny j 6 aa Tara thi dur rehvu. Kadach kale tu call pn kru khbr puchva Mari and tyare hu su Kris Kai samjatu nhi. Call receive nai kru am vicharu 6u pn kadach a thase j nai Marathi. Taru nam jois atle upadi j lais. Try Kris k ek dum bindas vat kru atle tne am lage k hu move on Thai gyo 6u and hurt nai thato nai to tu b hurt Thau as a FRIEND. But tu Kai chinta na krti badhu j saru Thai jse kadach thoda time pchi or kadach vadhare time pchi or kyarey nai........

Friday, May 1, 2020

Oye majama ne,
Aaje Tara jevi j 6okri Joi hu jya jamva jau 6u ne canteen ma tya. Chasmish cat eyes frame, Yellow color no kurto Tara jode 6 avoy j tu Rinku na Garba vakhte pehrya ta ne avu j same. Hu betho to tya counter aagad ne ae aaine ubhi Rai. Mari ek najar pdi to heart ek beat skip kri gyu. Mne am k Disha kmni ahiya aai. Pchi khbr pdi k aa to Biju koi 6. Bau yaad aave 6 atyare tari. Me Thappad movie joyu aaje and saru movie 6. Koi ne I love you kehvu aghrru 6 pn anathi pn vadhare agharu to sorry kehvu 6. I actually realize k me tne kyarey sorry kidhu j nai. Mne lagyu jrur j nai prem enough 6 pn ae khotu 6. Sorry kehvu bau j important 6. Km k I love you to Ghana badha key 6 pn I'm sorry nathi kehta. To I'm sorry k hu jyare tare Mari jrur hti tyare nto. Aam to hve koi meaning nai Pn toy sorry. 
Miss u......

Hey te joyu Rinku na Garba ma te su pehryu tu a mne yad 6. Aam to mne ghanu badhu yad 6 pn kyarey Kai kidhu nahi. Te marriage na divase dark green color nu gown pehryu tu. Tari office aavyo to tyare check shirt prehryu tu. Ani pehla aapde 6elle mdela University vada road pr hu classes pura krine aavyo to tyare te dress pehryo to, pink color nd patiyala sky blue color nu. Aapde first kiss kri tyare te red t-shirt pehri ti. Te mne gal pr pehli var kiss kri ti tyare t-shirt or top he kehvay ae lining white color hto ama ae pehryu tu. Jagga jasus movie jova Gaya tyare lining j htu pn ama pink color hto and ama neck or black color ni les aave avu pehryu tu. Farewell party ma pink color ni sari pehri ti. Joyu mne ktlu badhu yad 6. Na Kai navai nhi bs aato yad 6 pn kadi kidhu nhi......