Thursday, December 24, 2020

 Hiii... Roj miss kru 6u tne pn khbr nai 2-3 divas thi to kaik vadhare j miss kru 6u. Radvu aai jay atlu bdhu miss kru 6u. Tne mlvu 6 nd tari jode besine vaato krvi 6 bau badhi. Pn a hve thai sake k nai a khbr nai. Control na rahyo atle ahiya tari jode vat krva aai gyo. Hope tu samjis..  tne khbr to 6 ne k hu call k msg nai krto pn miss to kru 6u. Tu krti hois k nai? Na kru a j saru 6 je relation no koi meaning j na hoy aene yad rakhine koi faydo nai bhuli javu j saru.. Pn mara mate aano meaning 6 atle hu yad rakhis. Hope u remember me... Love from myself to my love..

Wednesday, November 25, 2020

 Heyy.... I miss you... Aapde friends hata a b ktlu jordar htu nai? Mne to bau gamtu ae. Tari jode rehvu j gme mne pchi a gme te rite hoy. Ladto hou tari jode k pchi masti krto hou. Taru mari sathe hovu j bau 6 mara mate....

Monday, November 9, 2020

 Heyy, i know me kidhu tu k hve vat nai kriae aapde pn... Tu samju 6u ne.. it seems like u have become my world and without u i don't want to live. Yaad kru 6u tne roj. Bau divas thi call pn nai kryo tne. Krvo to hoy pn roki lau 6u potane. I hope tari tabiyat sari hse. Khbr nai tu mne yaad krti hois k nai. Doctor a mne kidhu tu k mare tari jod vat krvi joiae tne samjavi joiae nai to hu tne khoi dais. Hu vat nai kru to tne kmni khbr pdse k hu tne ktli miss kru 6u. Pn kai kai vandho nai. Aapde vat krta ta km k aapdne ek bija jod vat krvi gamti ti hve avu nthi atle nai krto call k msg. Khbr 6 thoda time ma tu atli dur hois k pchhi maro avaj pn tari jode nai pohchi sake. Nd hu tne khoi dais. Aavu lkhta b mne kvu thay 6 a mne j khbr 6. Chl kai lkhvu nhi hve vadhare. Tu samju 6u ne...

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

That Arizona sky burnin' in your eyes
You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire
It's buried in my soul like California gold
You found the light in me that I couldn't find
So when I'm all choked up
But I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Lovers in the night
Poets trying to write
We don't know how to rhyme
But, damn, we try
But all I really know
You're where I wanna go
The part of me that's you will never die
So when I'm all choked up
But I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Oh, yeah
I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah
Hoo, hoo, hoo-hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo-hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo-hoo, hoo
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah
When you look at me
And the whole world fades
I'll always remember us this way

Aa song tne dedicate kru 6u. Mari 6elli post.. Bye I'LL MISS YOU ALWAYS....
Hi...
Aaje te ANS aapya na 3 months complete thaya.
Aaje taro same thi call aayo hu kharekhar khush thayo te call kri ne vat kri nd mne sambhdyo atle. Aam to tu mne dar vakhte sambhdu j 6u a saru kehvay. Tara marriage nkki thay 6 hve so congratulations ana mate tu khush hou ae marriage thi to hu pn khush thais. Tne taro gmto life partner mlyo anathi vadhare saru su hoi sake. Khotu to nai kau k hu sahej pn dukhi nthi 6u dukhi hu km k hve tu mari life ma lavi nai saku je rite mare tne lavi ti. Pn kai vandho nai life ma badha ne badhu mle nai. Aam to mari jode kehva mate badhu bau 6 pn chalse nthi kehvu khotu tne dukh thay kadach to mne ae nai gme. Hve bau ocho time 6 aapde jode. Tne yaad 6 tu mne kehti k marriage thai jay pchi pn tu mne call kris hu kehto k na to tu kehti k aema so vandho 6 nd hu to pn na padto. Hu same kehto k tara marriage thai jay to hu call na kru km k a tara husband ne gme k na pn gme atle. So hve bau ocho time 6 aapde sathe rehvano. Sorry k hu tne khush na kri sakyo move on thaine. Hu try kru 6u thai jais, time vadhare lage 6 mne badhu samjata khbr 6 ne tne. Aa pn samjase. Thank you Mari life ma aavva mate nd mari aatli sari close friend banva mate. Te ghanu badhu sikhvadyu nd nd maro golden period hto a life no nd hmesha rehse pn. Shabdo thi aa badhu samjavay avu nathi so kai kehvu nthi hve bs THANK YOU samji jje aama. Nd hve aajthi aa blog lakhvanu pn band kru 6u hu. 3 months tari jode aa rite vat thai saru 6 mne sambhdyo te nd samjyo pn kharo. Mne lagyu tu k aa lambu chalse pn tara marriage bau jldi nkki thai gya. Aa problem 6 manaso ni ke we think we have time pn kharekhar ma nathi hoto. Saru chl hve ahiya pn aapdu madvanu nd vato band thay 6 aajthi. Kok divas aavu pn pde ahiya tari jode vat krva to sorry hu try kris k na aavu. Bye javu to nathi pn javu pdse.... I will MISS YOU.....๐Ÿ™‚

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Hello...
Aaje 3 months complete thaya me tne mari feelings kidhe. 90 days still hu hji wait kru 6u taro k tu aais nd namjis mari feelings ne. Ha khbr 6 bau time na kevay aa pn time sathe intensity ochi thati hoy amuk loko ne pn mare to vadhtu j jay 6. Tari yaado aaya j kre 6. Tu samjis mari feelings ne mne vishwas 6 nd nd badhu saru Thai jse.....
Aaje hu varsad ma paldyo tari yad aavti ti atle. Tne varsad ma paldvu gme 6 ne atle. Kadach tu pn a j rite a j time ae varsad ma paldti hse am vicharyu me. Tari yad aave 6....

Monday, July 13, 2020

Hii...
Savare uthu atle sauthi pehla tu j yaad aave 6. Aakho divas tne yaad krya kru 6u. Ttu su krti hois, tabiyat sari hse ne bs am j chalya kre. Call pn krvo hoy pn tne na game to a bik thi call nai krto. Rate suta pn tara j vivharo hoy 6. Sache ma hu bau khush rakhis tne tu pachi aai ja plz.....

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Hi..
Savare tari yaad atli badhi aavti ti k potani pr control krvo bau j agharu htu. Bau dukh thay 6 mne k hve mari life ma tu nathi. Nd hu kai j kri nai sakto ana mate.
Aakhi life me family mate kai j kryu nhi. Family su me to mara mate pn kai kryu nhi. Life j nakami 6 mari. Koi mara lidhe khush thay avu kai kai  j nhi aaj sudhi k mari jat ne b khus nai kri. Tu jode hot to bau saru hot mar mate pn... Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse...

Saturday, July 11, 2020

Friday, July 10, 2020

Heyy...
Tabiyat sachvu 6u ne tu. Sachvje u r precious.
Aaje savare mood kharab htu to bike pr hto ne vichar aayo kaik lkhvano. Topic hto: is it ok to die? Bau badha vichar aaya ta. Pela friend ne kehvani iccha thai k aa aene kau nd a lkhe pn aeno phone band thai gayo 6. Pchi jtla vichar yad rahya a tutya futya vicharo lkhi nakhya me. Kadach a poem Instagram pr upload kris tu vanchje. Miss you. Bs 85 divas ma khali gai kale j kai lkhyu ntu pn anathi vadhare yaad aave 6 tari atle aa blog lkhvano chalu rakhis. Miss YOU...

Thursday, July 9, 2020

Hi..
Tabiyat sari 6 ne mne chinta thay 6. Puchvi 6 mare pn kadach call kri ne puchu ne tne na gme to atle. Aam b te kidhu 6 k call krvano nai atle. Aapdi vcche kyarey pehla jvu nai thay hve?..

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Heyy..
Aaje saru 6 kal krta baki kale halat bau kharab htu. Tabiyat sachvu 6u ne tu? Sachvje nd hu 6u yad rakhje ae always..
I really love you Disha. Aa koi lust nathi or crush nthi nai to atyar sudhi jatu rehtu aa. I really care for you. Amuk var tara tara  mathi jagi jau pchi ungh j nai aavti. Aa badhu km thayu. Mara lidhe j thyu 6 aa badhu khbr 6 mne pn natu thavu joiae. Hve mne Mari bhulo samjay 6. Pn jo kadach aa na thyu hot ne aapde bnne serious thata ek bija mate to pn hu tari aatli care na kri sakto jtli atyar kru 6u km k mne mari life ma tari value aa badhu thaya pchi khbr pdi 6. Jo hve tu ha padi dais to sache aa decision pr tne hmesha proud thase. Jyare aapde bnne 40-50 yr pchi betha hoisu tyare tne thse k hu sache ma ek saro partner bni sakyo 6u.
Tu 6 to aa badhu 6, tu nthi to kai j nathi hu pn nai....

Monday, July 6, 2020

Aaje office nto gyo raja padi ti. Nadiad doctor ne mlva gyo to amne kidhu kai nhi saru j 6. Aajno divas bau j kharab hto. Hu tya government offices ma faryo aakho divas atle. Mne tari office ni yad aai gai km k badhi government office sarkhi j dekhati hoy. Tari yaad aaje bau j aai control j nto thato. Tne call krvo to pn te na padi ti atle na kryo. Government office nd government office ma kam krta gents bnne thi nafrat thai gai 6 mne. Gents ne joine mne vanraj bhai yaad ave atle bau gusso aave km a avu krta hse. Tu na padu 6u to b heran kre 6 tne. Tne khush km rehva nai deta office vada. Hu tne khush rakhis jo mne chance mde to. Jo mara call k msg na krvathi tne saru lagtu hoy to hu na kru. Mne su thai rhyu 6 a mne j khbr 6 to pn call nai krto tne jo tu vat na krvathi khush hoy to nai krvi mare. U deserve to be happy. Nd i really love you.....

Sunday, July 5, 2020

Hello...
Aaje AMD aayo to transfer karayu ana paisa aapva nd pchi naroda vada road thi gandhinagar javay tya thi maro juno no. Hto a ek bhai jode thi lidho pacho. Saru kehvay k amne aapyo nai to kon aape yaar. Hu bau khush thai a no. Pacho malse to avu htu mne pn.. tara ghare thi j nikdyo to. GCS hospital kam htu to tya gyo to. Aapde a road prthi ktli var gayela 6. Badhi yaado pachi gheri vadi mne. Tara flat niche thi j nikdyo to nd return ma ubho rhyo to road pr kadach tu jova mli jau to am vichari ne pn tara papa nd bhai ne joya. Varsad pdto to tne aam b varsad gme 6 to tu terrace pr dekhau kadach pn tu na dekhai. Taro bhai varsad ma watering krto to bagho j 6. 10 min ubho rhyo tne jova khali nd..... Kai nai tu tabiyat sachvje nd hu to saro thai jais thoda ti me ma...

Saturday, July 4, 2020

Hello...
Jo bau sudhri gyo 6u hu. Kadach tne gmva lagu tu vat kru to pn.... Kai nai 6od. Aa blog lkhvama jordar consistency 6 nai 80 divas thi lkhu 6u roj. Aatlu consistently to life ma khali tne gamadi j 6 biju bai kryu nhi aavu..

Friday, July 3, 2020

Hello..
Sanje atmosphere sars hoy lkhvanu motivation mde avu nd na lkahvu hoy to b khali aene joine besi rahiae to pn santi feel thay. Pn hve sanje a j atmosphere mne depressed feel krave 6. Atle sanje hu ghar ma j rahu bahar nikdto nhi. Pehla tne batavu hoy lkhi ne atle pn lkhvanu man thatu pn hve kona mate lkhu. Atle kai lkhto nhi. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu tabiyat sachvje.

Thursday, July 2, 2020

Hi..
Nearly 3 month pchi Instagram chalu kryu nd te reply aapyo saru lagyu mne. Hve Instagram use kris kri ke nhi khbr nai. Koi meaning nhi aeno mara mate. So joiae su thay 6.
Aaje mara SPM mne bolai ne key jayesh tari jod vat krvi 6 aay to. Hu gyo to key kai problem 6 tne. Me na padi to key khotu na bolis hu ketlay divas thi jou 6u nd puchvu htu so kidhu tne. Office ma problem 6, beat ma koi problem 6, personal hoy to pn keh marathi jtli help thse atli kris. Kai b problem hoy paisa ni, 6okri ni kai pn hoy to keh tara ghare vat kru or same 6okri vada ne ghare pn vat krva taiyar. Me kidhu kai j problem nhi. To key 8 yr army ma job kri 6 taro face j kai aape 6 k kai serious phase mathi jai jai r 6u tu. Tare raja joiti hoy to 10-15 divas raja aapu pn tu aavu na reh. Sir sara 6 nd I'm glad k mne puchyu koiae k tne koi problem to nthi ne. Hu sache ma try kru 6u move on thavano tu mne gaando ma samjti. Pn time lage ne koi ne vadhare koi ne ocho. Pn kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse.....

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Hey..
Yad aave 6 tari. Kai pn kru bhulati j nhi tu. Kam krto hou, navro betho hou tara vicharo aaya j kre 6. Ba kam kam  hoy tyare control rey 6 potani pr baki control nai rehto potani pr. Bau emotional thai jau radvu aave pn radto nhi. Soc na friends jode besu ne a loko survey department ni vat kre roj ne mne tari yaado gheri ley. Survey ni job atle tu j bs am vichar aave. Pchi..... Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse...

Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Hey..
Hji sapna ma aavu j 6u tu. Pn chinta na krti hu sapna ma pn tane mlto nthi k call krto nthi bs dur thi j jou 6u so tare joiae 6 avu j kru 6u hu.
Aaje office bahar ek 6okri joi chasma vadi black activa laine ubhi ti nd mari same joti ti. Mne lagyu tu j 6 atle dur thi same jou 6u. Activa pn same htu atle. Pn tari activa 1987 no 6 nd aene alag hto atle tu nthi ae. Bs aavu chalya kre 6 life ma. Pn a to badhu saru Thai jse.

Monday, June 29, 2020

Hey..
Aaje AC jova gya ta hu ne papa nadiad. Tya showroom pr ek chasma vadi 6okri joi ne tu j lagi mne. Mne darek chasma vadi 6okri tu j lagu 6u or badhi 6okrio ma tne j sodhu 6u. Call aave to lage taro hse, koi ne joine tu aavi mlva am lage. Bs badhe tari yaado ne laine frya kru 6u. Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu tabiyat sachvje.

Sunday, June 28, 2020

Hi...
Aaje showroom pr gadi leva gayo to. Nearly 4 month pchi car mali. 2.15 lac kharcho aayo. Pn bharvana ocha thaya 6 to vandho nai. Showroom pr gadi leva ek 6okri aai ti chasma pehrela nd patli tara tara j. Aene joine heart ek beat skip kri gyu. Mne am thayu k tu ahiya kmni... Tari yaad aave 6.... Tu tabiyat sachvje.

Saturday, June 27, 2020

Friday, June 26, 2020

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

Hey..
Mammi puche mne km udas dekhay 6. Sachu kau 6u I'm trying my best pn amuk var thai jay aavu nd nd mammi ne to khbr pdi j jay ana 6okra ne joine ke kaik thayu 6. Me kidhu tne khbr nhi km udas 6u to pchi km puchu 6u. To aagad vadh am key 6 nd me kidhu ha pn am kai thodu vadhi jay time to lage ne. Hu sache ma try kru 6u. Tne bau miss kru 6u,  km aavu badhu thyu. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse.

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Hi.. can we talk?
Yes now i have to ask this as the distance between us is increasing. Aaje 6 year ma pehli var avu thyu k me call kryo hoy nd te na uthayo hoy ne pchi call back or msg b na kryo hoy. Have hu tari sathe vat krvanu pn deserve nai krto.... Hu....
Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse.

Monday, June 22, 2020

Hey...
I want...
Missing you.....๐Ÿฅบ

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Hey..
Still treatment chalu nai kri me. Aam to jrur nai chale badhani jode aavu thatu j hoy nd no b they survive so am i. But bija pn aatlu j pain feel krta hse k km a doubt 6 mne. Aaje hospital gyo to personal problem na lidhe nd their touch doesn't make me feel hurt because i think i have much more pain than that that it doesn't make me hurt. Missing you...

Saturday, June 20, 2020

Hey...
Eklo bike pr office jau 6u tyare continuously tara vicharo aave 6 nd i can't help it. Pela vanraj Bhai tari pr try krta hse a vichari ne j mne su thay 6 a hu kai j na saku. Bau gusso aave 6. Potani pr b gusso aave 6. Ek time hto jyare tu ae try na kre atle mne kehti ti k hu taro bf 6u am kai dau office ma nd me na padi ti. Atyare mare sache ma tari sathe no relation friend krta aagad lai javo 6 pn kai j nai kri sakto ana mate. Nd tare pn aene aagad lai nai javo atle su kru bs dukhi thaya kru 6u. Jo kai j ganda ni jm harkto nai krto. Tu kehti ti ne avu kai j nai. Baharthi ek dum normal j 6u hu pn mari andar su chali rahyu 6 a mne j khbr 6. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse...

Friday, June 19, 2020

Hey..
Tabiyat sari 6 ne. Taru tension thay 6 mne. Blood ochu 6, B12 ochu 6. Tu plz dhyan rakhje taru.
Aaje pn mood bau kharab htu. Jyare kam krto hou ne tyare j conrol rey 6 baki jevo eklo pdu 6u k control nai rehto. Aankh mathi aansu aai j jay 6. Roj bike pr jata nd aavti vakhte tara vicharo aave 6 k su thayu gyu aapdi vcche k aapde alag thai gya. Aam to khbr 6 mne k me bau bhulo kri atle j aavu thyu pn hve mne smjay 6 plz tu aai ja. Mari jod biju kai nthi tari siva. or biju kai j nai hoy ne to b tu hois jode to a badhu j medvi lais bs tu aai ja.
Aaje fari treatment chalu na kri. Km k hu aa badhu deserve kru 6u atle sahan krvu j rahyu mare. Aapde life ma j deserve krta hoy ne a j aapdne mle atle j aavu thyu mari jode. To sahan kris hu. Koi ni help nai lau. Badhu saru thai jse time aaye. 

Thursday, June 18, 2020

Hello...
Aaje officially hu swikaru 6u k hu depression feel kru 6u or depression ma 6u. Nd hu mne koi ne help nai krva deto nd nd p b nai kri rahyo. Km k mne lage 6 k hu aa deserve kru 6u. Aavu feel hu rinku na marriage pchi thi j kri rhyo 6u. Nd avu nthi k depression nu reason tu 6. Bau badha known, unknown nana reasons bhega thai ne j depressed feel krave. Pn tyare mare sathe tu hti atyare pn 6u tu pn pehla ni jm nai. Atyare tu bs sambhdi lau hu kaik kau to. Reason nai puchti nd suggestions pn nai aapti. Jo ke a badhu kai taru kam nhi to tare krvi j pde mari help a samju 6u hu. So kai vandho nai. Pn thai jse badhu saru...
Hu psychiatrist ni treatment levano 6u atle tu kai chinta na krti. Aaje tne call krelo bs vat krva. Tne kehva k hve hu saro 6u mne kai vandho nhi am kehva. Aaj thi treatment chalu krvano hto atle tari jode vat kri k mne saru feel thay tari sathe vat kri ne. Pn pchi treatment chalu j na kri. Kale kri dais. Aaje call pr bhle me kidhu k hu saro 6u pn mne j khbr 6 k hu su feel kri rahyo 6u nd aa badhu mare tne kahine dukhi or guilty feel nai thava devu atle kehto nthi nd kais b nai. So cool. Badhu saru thavanu j 6.
Ek vat kais k kadach mne kai k thai jay to avu na vicharti k tare mari sathe sari rite vat krva jvi hti. Nd tara lidhe aa badhu thyu. Tu sari rite j vat kre 6 nd nd tara lidhe kai j nai thyu. Mari life ma j kai b thay a mara lidhe j thay so faltu kai vicharti nai ho ne..

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Hello..
Aaje savare mood bau j kharab hto. Potani pr control krvo bau j agharo hto pn me kryo. Jyare eklo pdu 6u tyare j conrol krvo agharu thai jay 6. Tari bau yaad aave. Roj office jata nd aavta bike pr eklo j hou nd nd tara j vicharo aave. Aaje bike pr hto tyare aavu j thyu. Bum padvanu man thyu nd pchi jorthi radu pn dabai didhu potani andar badhu. Kai nai saru thai jse...

Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Hello..
Mammi a kidhu mne k amne tari jode vat kri. Mne sache ma nti khbr k amne tne call krelo. Tari jode mne puchya vgr vat krse am b nati khbr mne nai to hu na j padto amne. Tari jode vat kri sake a loko ama na nai pn call krine amno intense ek j hoy atle hu na padu amne. Aam b tu kantadi hou badha marriage nu puchi ne heran krta hoy ne ama vadi mara mammi call kri ne vat kre. Pn amne kidhu k khali khbr puchi ne amne muki didho biji koi vat nai kri atlu saru. Baki ek office ma santi nai leva deto, ek ghare aavanu key 6 ne pacho hu badhathi aagad direct mammi j call krine vat kre 6 atle kantado aave tne. Pn vat nai kri atlu saru. Mammi na call prthi tne samjayu j hse k a loko su vichare 6 tara mate. Jo badha je key ae pn krvanu a j je tne gamtu hoy. Km k tari life 6 tare aakhi zindgi koni jode spend krvi a decision taru hovu joiae. Koi bhle ne kai b key. Sharam ma aai ne or emotional thai ne ha nai padi devani. Tne gamtu hoy a j krje. Nd  saae krvama same game atla loko hoy bivanu nai. Starting ma tne saru na lage a badhu pn jo tu khush hois ne to biju badhu vandho nai aave tne. Tne je gme ne ani jode life spend krje......

Monday, June 15, 2020

Hey..
Aaje savare to mood bau j kharab hto. Tara thoughts aavta hata. Tari jode vat krvanu bau j man thatu tu pn call na kryo. Office ma hto kam krto to pn to b kai j farak nai tara j vichar aave nd aavu to thay j 6 mne pn amuk var to conrol j nai rehto potana pr nd radvanu man thay. Amuk divas to bau kharab halat thai jay 6 mari pn to b control krvano try kru 6u. Kai nai saru thai jse badhu. Taro answer mde aaje 2 month thaya kadach unconsciously mind ne khbr j hse atle avu thayu hoy. Thaya kre a to vandho nai.

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Hey..
Aaje bau low feel kru 6u khbr nai km. Mirvan ne ramadu 6u, bahar friends jode besu 6u mammi papa jod to pn kai j change nai thatu. Khbr nai km. Kai nai a to saru thai jse. Aaje sushant singh a sucide kri lidhu. Reason to aene j khbr hse. Nd bau strong reason hse ana mate nai to avu kre nai ae. Aapda mate bhle nanu reason hoy pn ana mate nai. Paisa 6, famous 6, career 6 nd badhu j successful 6 to pn aavu kryu aene. Hu kau 6u ne am aa paisa, job kai j kamnu nhi km k jo aa a badhu hot ne to loko bau j khush hoy pn jeni pase aa nai hotu ne a loko pn khush hoy 6. Aa badhu kai kam ma nai aavtu. Kai j vastu tmne khushi na aapi sake. Biju j kai joiae khush rehva mate. Bs koi no saath k bs ana jode hovathi j tamari jode bhale ne kai j na hoy to pn badhu j hoy, jena hovathi badhu j medvi levani himmat hoy, jena saathe rehvathi khushi hoy. Bs aa j to joiae life ma.......

Saturday, June 13, 2020

Hey..
Kale tne propose krya no 2 month thai jse. Nd aa rite roj tari jode vat krvano pn. Aaje aakha divas tari jode bau msti kri me. Pehla ni jm j hu vato krto ne tari jode a j rite. Pehla vado hu saro hto pn salu koi ae mne kidhu j nai k a jayesh ne miss kre 6 am. A jayesh saro hto pn kadach. Maja ma rehvano. Aaje bau vato kri tari jode to lkhvu nhi kai.

Jab humne jazbat likhe tab pata chala yaha padhe likhe log bhi un padh he...

Friday, June 12, 2020

Hey..
Aaje tne mlva aayo Baroda te na padi hti to pn. Sorry ana mate. Tu Mara accident mate potane blame kru 6u a Jani ne bau dukh thayu ND tari jgyae Biju koi b hot to a pn potani jat ne j blame kre. Pn accident Tara lidhe nto thayo Maro vank hto ama. Mari baju ma betho to ae video utarto hto ND hu aene am kehto to k tu Ahiya thi chalu kr video ND ana mobile ma video joto to nd same road pr nto joto. Ek dum j Neel ni njar gai road pr aene mne kidhu ala Jo pn tya sudhi modu Thai gyu tu ND pchi je thavanu htu a thayu. So tu potani jat ne blame krvanu band kr. Try krje aam to bau difficult 6 km k bijo koi pn a j vichare je tu vicharu 6u. So try krje. Sorry te na padi ti to b hu aayo. ND 6elle radi gyo ana mate pn ntu radvu mare pn roki na sakyo. Pela vanraj Bhai taru health check up karava lai gya nd reports to Jo tu. Disha potanu dhyan to rakhti j nhi tu. Blood ochu 6, B12 ochu 6 Kai kr Yar aana mate bs report kadhi ae atle saru na Thai jay. Khavanu chalu kr ND dava pn le. Potanu dhyan rakhta Sikh. Tara mate nai to bija Loko mate. Tara parents, friends ND tne aatla badha Loko like kre 6 ana mate pn๐Ÿ˜. Aam to tari personal life 6 atle marathi kehvay nai pn tu strong opinion vadi 6okri hti nd hji pn 6u. Tne 2 loko continues marriage nu keh 6 nd tari koi iccha nhi to b tu tolerate kru 6u. (Aa 2 ma hu nai aavto km k hu continues nai kehto.) Tare a rokva same ladvu pde means actual ma nai. Pn je na gamtu hoy aene sudharva no try to krvo pde ne. Tu pela vanraj Bhai ni wife no number lai le nd a bhai ne samjav k aa badhu khotu kri rahya 6u tme nd jo tme stop nai thav to hu tamari wife ne kais. Pela bija 6okra ne pn ke k mara ghare hu kai dais k tu heran kre 6 mne. Nd aa aa badhu nathi krva magti tu pn kuch ladaiya lad leni chahiye. Nd tu mentally thaki jau yar aa badha thi. So je tne thik lage a krje. Aa mari advise 6 levi na levi a tari pr 6 nd koi help ni jrur hoy to hu 6u j always. Pela vanraj bhai a taro test karayo a saru kryu. Saro 6 a bhai pn as a husband tarike a bhai su kre 6 ani khabr jyare aene pdse tyare a bau dukhi thse ae. Badhani personal life 6 atle loko potani rite deal kre ama kai kehvay nai. So kai nai. Aapde vat krta hta tyare tu hasti ti. Jo gussa ma hoiae ne tyare hsava nu nai. Same vada ne laagvu joiae k me kidhu a te na kri ne bhul kri 6 nd hve ana consequence tare bhogavva pdse am. Mare 6elle hug krvu tu pn a b kehta na aavdyu bs magi lidhu. Mare hath milavo hto 6elle a pn na thyu pn kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse. Dilip a kidhu j te kidhu aene. Hu vicharis aena pr.

Thursday, June 11, 2020

Hi..
Aaje tne call kryo. Bau himmat ni jrur pdi call krva ma ND anathi vadhare emotions dabavi ne vat krva ma. Sari vat Thai aaje on hu j bolto to tu Kai bolti j nhi. Tu normally vat kri saku 6u Mari jode. Hu khush Thais tu vat Kris to a rite. Pn kaik roktu hse tne Mari jode a rite vat krta atle nai krti hoy. Mare tne mlvu tu atle call kryo to. Pn the na padi still hu aavto mlva tne pn bik lage 6 mne. Kadach hu mline tne kau kaik ND tu dukhi Thai jau to. Tari same ubha Raine na sambhdva ni himmat nhi kadach. Kai nai time aaye mlisu aapde. Call pr taro avaj sambhdi ne mne avu lagyu tu emotional Thai gai ti. Hu khoto pn hou pn aavu mne lagyu. Me jyare Maru transfer nu kehva call kryo to tyare taro avaj aavo nto atle kau 6u. Kadach bus ma hti atle taro avaj avo sambhdato hoy avu pn bni sake. Jo emotional Thai gai ti to km Thai gai. Tu jyare icche tyre mne call kri saku 6u. Tu dur gai 6u Disha hu to tya j 6u tari rah jou 6u. Atle tu aavi ja pachi Marathi vadhare khush koi nai hoy Jo tu paachi aai jau to. Tu hois ne jode to Baki badhu aai jse Mari jode. Bs tu aai ja.....

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

Hi..
Aaje Rinku a tari vat kadhi to. Hu betho to ne to kidhu k tu mara transfer nu puchti to Gaya week ae. Tu direct mne pn puchi ske 6. Pn Tara b reason hse direct na puchvana so Kai vandho nai. Ani vat pchi tari atli badhi yad aai k emotional Thai gyo. Dilip ne bolai ne ani jode vat kri. Mare tne mlvu 6 nd kehvu 6 k tu ktli special 6u Mara mate. Su hu tne mlva na aavi saku? Bau iccha 6 mline tari jode vat krvani pn himmat nthi k tne mli saku k Kai Kahi b saku. So badhu man ma chale rakhe 6. Bau yaad aave 6 tari. Aaje capry leva gyo to ne shirt Laine aayo. Tne batavu tu pn..... Tu tabiyat sachvje. Dilip a kidhu 6 k a tne mlva aavse Mari jode. ND tne samjavse pn. Joiae hve hu kyare himmat krine mlva aavu 6u tne... A
AeWaqt sirf ek bar ho ja Mera,  Aur muze usse Mila de..

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Hey...
Tabiyat sachvje. aam to saru 6 tare public dealing job nthi ae. Aaje mall ma gyo to capery leva. Tne call krvanu man thayu batava k Kai Lau am. Pchi lidha vgr j pacho aai gyo koi gami nai atle. Tari yad aave 6. Savare uthu 6u, job jau, Jami Lau, sui jau bs aaj chale 6 roj repeat mode pr. Pn aa badha ma tari yaado sathe j hoy 6. Badhe j 5u Mari sathe rau 6u bs reality ma nthi. AA badhu hu deserve kru 6u. Atle j potani jat ne hurt kru 6u nd thava b dau 6u. Aam to control j nhi aa badha pr. Hu Kai j na kri saku Mara mate or Biju koi pn. AA badhu suffer krvu j rhyu mare. Pn vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse. 

Monday, June 8, 2020

Heyy...
Aaje office no pehlo divas hto. Staff supportive lage 6 pn ktla supportive 6 a to time j batavse. Aaje SG highway pr gayo to. A area amari post office ni under ma j aave 6 atle. ND mne yad aayu k aapde 2 mara bike pr tya Gaya ta ek var. Clg ma badha rate jmva Gaya ta nd tu mara bike pr besi hti. Me ND badal a race lagai hti ND tu mara bike pachad besi ti. Aaje a yad aayu tyare khbr pdi ktlo bagho 6u hto ND 6u hji pn. Kadach Kai k Thai jtu to. Hu Mari jat ne kyarey maf na kri sakto. Return ma hu dhime chalvto to nd break Marto to Jo tne yad hoy to. ND tne kehto k tu dur jti Rey 6 atle break Maru 6u atle tu mne pakdi le. Ktlo bagho 6u hu. Yad aave 6 tari. Badhu saru Thai jse....

Sunday, June 7, 2020

Hey...
Ghare aaje pehlo divas hto pn Kai farak j nhi life ma avu lage 6. Mne am htu k ghare aai be hu bau khush Thai jais pn avu nthi. Ha a chokkas k hve Mari pase family 6 atle amno support to rehse mne. Pn tari yaad aave 6. Disha mare aa job, car, Paisa Kai nai joitu mare tu joiae 6. AA badhu nai hoy ne to b chalse tu jode hois to aa badhu kamai lais hu. Bs tu aai ja. Badhane avu lage 6 k Mari jode badhu j 6. Hve to ghare b aai gyo atle Santi 6 mare pn hu j janu 6u k ktli Santi 6 mare. Mari jode badhu hova 6ata Kai j nhi. AA badhu share krva mate tu nthi Mari pase atle. Paisa hoy to badhu j thay avu key 6 loko pn Paisa thi Khushi nai kharidati. Bs tu Mari pase hoy ne to mare Biju Kai joitu j nhi hve life ma. Bs tu aai ja. Miss kru 6u tne....

Saturday, June 6, 2020

Hey.. tari tabiyat sari 6 a Jani ne khush thayo. Aaje 52 divase tari jode vat Thai. Bau emotional Thai gyo to hu ND radva lagyo to. Atle j call nto krto hu km k tne khbr pde atle tne guilty feel thay Mara lidhe. Pn Marathi control j na thayo. So sorry ana mate Jo tne guilty feel thatu hoy mar lidhe to. Te bau casually vat kri Jane Kai j thatu j na hoy aapdi vacche. Bau strong 6 tu. ND move on pn Thai gai. Aam to tu Kai 6u k tne kyarey htu j nai to move on thavanu jrur j na hoy. Je hoy he pn atleast tu khush to hti atlu saru 6. Te kidhu k tu pchi call Kris to hu aakho divas koi no call aave to mne lage taro j call 6. Hu rah joto to Tara call ni. Pn the na kryo. Hu radyo to call pr atle j kadach nai kryo hoy or Kam ma bhuli gai hois. Kai vandho nai hu smaju 6u. Te am kidhu k taro call matter kre 6. Jo na krto hot to puchti j nai hu. ND te call na kryo atle hu radto to avu natu. Aatla divase Tara jode vat Thai atle hu emotional Thai gyo to. ND mare Biju badhu kehvu tu tne pn na Kai sakyo ND kehvu b na joiae. Koi vat thi bnne dukhi thay ana krta koi ek dukhi thay a saru. Bau miss kru 6u tne. Aaje to bau j radvanu man thayu tu pn na radyo. Amuk var aankh mathi aansu aai gya ta pn control kryo me. Office ma badha ne ice cream khavdai ND bau sari viday aapi friends loko ae. Bau loko emotional Thai gya ta. Pn chale life 6 Kya badha sathe rehvana 6iae hamesha. Aapde aatla time thi sathe hata ND close hata ND atyare sathe nthi k close pn nthi rhya pehla jeva. Hve to matter krtu hoy a j joiae 6 aapde. Kai vandho nai saro time aavse. Badhu saru Thai jse. I miss you...

Friday, June 5, 2020

Hey...
Missing you nd writing this blog is the only consistent thing I do so far. Aaje 50 divas Thai gya tari jode vat kre. I mean actual vat kre nd taro avaj sambhde. Still tne miss kru 6u nd emotional Thai jau 6u. Aatla divas pchi pn. Loko key ne ke 21 divas koi vgr raho to pchi miss na kro nd ana vgr jivi sako. Me 21 na double divas thi pn vadhare divas sudhi vat nai kri tari jode to b a j intensity thi miss kru 6u j rite pehla krto to. Koi j farak nthi. Ano mtlab khotu 6 aa AA badhu j loko key 6. Ek j girl ne like krto to tari pehla to b aena pchi koi ne like krva ND love thata mne 6-7 year lagya. Ana thi to tari jtlo close pn nato to b. Aam jova joiae to Tara jtlo close hu koini jode hto b nai avu lage 6. Km k tari jode jtlu share kryu 6 atlu koi ni jode nai kryu so..... Kai nai. Hve jou tara pchi bija koi ne like krta mne ktlo time lage 6. Kris k nai?......
Missing you....

Thursday, June 4, 2020

Hey...
I miss you nd I love you khbr nai pdti tne. Dekhatu nhi Kai b tne. Aatlo time jode rhya bhale kdi kidhu nhi pn Mari actions to Kai AAPTI ti k I care, I love. ND hve kidhu to the nthi nd kyarey htu j nai am kau 6u. Hu aandhdo nhi to mne Kai dekhayu j na hoy. Tu zutthu bole 6 k tne kyarey feelings hti j nai. Ha bni sake k atyar Avi Kai feelings na hoy pn pehla nti a to khotu j bolu 6u tu. Mne avu lage 6 k atyar b 6 j tne pn khbr nai su thyu 6u tne. Kai dekhatu nhi tne atlu lkhine moklyu tne ama. I love you and that's it.
Sorry for being rude. Aajno divas bau depressing hto. Savarthi j tari jode vat krvi hti. Tari yad aavti ti. Man bhari ne radvu nu man htu aaje atli yad aavti ti tari. ND atle call na kryo nai to radto hu ND tne b hurt feel thay to.... I love you for beginning and it's just that I find it later. I love forever and always.

Wednesday, June 3, 2020

Hey..
Office ma 4 Loko nu transfer thyu 6 aema ek ne aaje relieve kri didho sanje. ND amaro office na name no order hji aayo nhi am kidhu so joiae have kyare aave 6 nd kyare relieve Thai 6u. Aaje pela bhabhi ne tya jmva jato to be amne mlva gyo to km k pchi time mle na mle. A aavi gya ghare pacha nd badhu saru Thai gyu. Pn me ekla hta tyare puchyu ne amne to mne kidhu thik 6 chale am. A b jyare me kidhu k tme khush lagta nhi 2-3 var kidhu tyare amne kidhu. Bhabhi key mne km tmaru mood saru na hoy to khbr pdi jay am tmne b khbr pdi gai. Amna face pr pehla jvu Khushi j nti atle me 2-3 var puchyu amne. Mne kale bapore jmva aavjo am kidhu, me na padi pn amne insist kryu, masi ND aakha family ae to kale jmi aavis. Mne shake bhavta nhi to mne churmu banai aapta ae. Kale banai aapis aavjo tme ND hu jyare pn banavu tyare yad kru tmne am kidhu. Bau Sara 6 bhabhi pn toy amni jod aavu thyu. Sara Loko jode km aavu thatu hse a khbr nai pdti mne. Aatlo saro nature nd Sara b dekhay 6 to b khbr nai km amno husband aavu krto hse. Sacrifice kre 6 amni khushio ne amni 6okri mate. Badhu saru Thai jay to saru amni life ma. Tne miss kru 6u......

Tuesday, June 2, 2020

Heyy.. majama ne...
Aaje office ma relieve ni vat kri to na padi didhi amne. SSP aave pchi relieve krisu am Kai didhu nd sir hji 14 divas pchi aavse ND aave pchi 2-3 divas krse Kam patava ma ND pchi na week ma relieve krse avu lage 6. Means aa month pn ahiya j rehvanu 6. Kadach aavta month ma relieve kre. Nasib saru htu Maru ek time pehla hve saru nthi rhyu. Tu Mara mate lucky hti. Tu vai be nasib on gatu rahyu. Yad aave 6 tari. Tabiyat sachvje. ND really miss you. Pn Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse..

Monday, June 1, 2020

Hii..
Friday kadach relieve kre mne so Monday thi AMD job chalu Thai jay am. Pn avu lagtu nthi km k Amara SSP no area quarantine 6 atle ae office na aavi sake. ND ae area khulta 28 divas thay ND hji 14 divas thaya 6 so aa month pn kadach ahiya j rehvu pde. Aama Marathi Kai thay nai atle jyare krse relieve tyare ghare jais Biju to su. Aaje 46 divas Thai gya aapde vat kre. Tari yad aave 6. ND tari yaado thi j Kam chlavu 6u........ Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse.
Miss US....

Sunday, May 31, 2020

Tu mne yad to krti hois ne? 6elle kyare kaik lkhyu tu a b yad nhi. Hve Kai lkhto nhi. Tara sivay koi vichar j nai aavta. Amuk var aave 6 Tara pr lkhvano vichar pn hve Kai lkhvu nhi am thay 6. Su krva lkhu nd Kona mate. Aam b hu koi ne batavto nthi. Tne Maru lkhelu batavu gmtu tu mne pn hve tu vanchti b nhi nd aam b Maru lkhelu vanchi ne mara vicharo khbr pdi jay tne nd hurt Thau 6u hu, hji move on nai thyo am khbr pdi jay to tne guilty feel thay. ND a mare thava nai devu. Pehli line je lkhi 6 ne a line pr lkhvani iccha Thai 6 nd biji lines pn 6 ana pchi su lkhvu ae, pn chalse. Fari koi vakhat. Kadach bija koi mate aavi feelings aavse to lkhis nai to Kai nai aam b Ghana badha vicharo lkhya nhi ama ek vadhare. Medical college ma ek 6okri jode vat thay am 6. A interested hoy am lage 6 avu Mara friends nu kehvu 6 pn mne koi iccha nhi Avi. Friend banvu hoy to chale pn kadach aene feelings vadhare aai jay to jm Tara mate hu friend 6u pn mne vadhare feelings 6 Tara mate am to hurt thavay ana krta better 6 dur j rehvu. Hu girls thi dur j saro a 2 vakhat sabit Thai gyu 6. Na hurt Thau na Biju koi thay. Tari bau yaad aave 6 pn su kru a j khbr nai pdti. Mare tne Mari friend tarike rakhvi j nhi nd tare anathi vadhare banvu nhi. Jo vat Kris to khbr nai su bolis or su Kris so nai krto. Avu Kai na thay k tne b Mara mate a j feelings hoy j mne hoy. Na thay avu. Aa reality 6 koi story nhi k mare j krvu hoy a kri saku story ma. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse... Miss US...

Saturday, May 30, 2020

Hey..
Man ek jgyae lagtu j nai. Bik lage 6 or becheni 6 Kai k thavanu hoy or Thai rahyu hoy am. Su kru khbr j nai pdti. Bs tara vise vicharya kru 6u. Mne khbr 6 k seni becheni 6 mne or bik lage 6. Tu mne yad to rakhis ne bhuli to nai gai hoy ne. Bs a j man ma chalya kre 6. Aaje tne call na krva pr control rakhvo bau difficult 6. Kadach rat sudhi ma kri b dau. Try Kris control krvano. Hu darpok 6u a vat Sachi 6. Hu swikaru 6u pn tu b darpok 6u mne avu lage 6. Atle j the Mari poem nati vanchu me tne mokli ti ae. Pelu song lkhine moklyu a pn vanchya vgr saru 6 am Kai didhu. Tu darpok 6u. Tu feelings ne dabavi rakhu 6u. Jo darpok nthi to vanchvu tu ne me moklyu ae. Tu Mara mate feel krva lagis aeni bik 6 tne? Jo avu Kai 6 j nai to pchi km nai vanchti. Km mne call k msg kri ne vat nai krti. Chl call k msg to samji saku hu ke tu mne time aapu 6u tne bhulva mate no pn Maru lkhelu vanchvu nai a to samji sakay avu 6 j nai. Tu b Mari jm darpok j 6u. Hu 6u pn tari vat ma hve nthi. Jo tu ha padu ne to hu tne Mari sathe rakhva badhu bau kru. Hu Avi koi j ladai thi bivato nthi j mare tne Mari jode rakhva ladvi pde. Kai nai Pn aapda relation ma Mara ekla nu to chale nai atle tu j Kai vichari ne kru 6u a kr hu tne rokis nai bhale ne mne a dukhi krtu hoy. Aam b aama koi ek to hurt thse j to pchi hu j Thai jau. Tu khush reh bs hu to khush Thai j jais..... Badhu saru Thai jse.... Really miss you.....,.............

Friday, May 29, 2020

Hey...
Aaje Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind movie joyu. Bau saru movie 6. Movie ma ek doctor hoy a loko ni yad bhulavi de tme Jo aeni. To heroin hero ni yad bhulavi de 6 bs am j. Koi zagdo nai Kai j nai to b km k aene avu lage k hero ne ae nai gme hve aatla time pchi km k a thaki gyo hse aeni ganda jvi harkto thi. Hero aene mlva jay to odkhe j nai aene km k bhuli gai hoy ae. Hero ne khbr pde tyare a b a doctor jode jaine aene bhulai devanu nkki kre nd nd ve ni treatment ma aene avu thay k na nai bhulvi aene km k hve bs aeni yaado j 6 aeni jode a to 6 nai. Pn treatment ma aene suvdayo hoy atle a ungh ma j aeni Juni yaado ma yaado bachava no try kre. Thodu aghru 6 movie on dhyan thi jou be to bau j mast banayu 6 direction nd story. Aema ek scene 6 k a bnne rate beach pr ek Jan na ghare jay 6 a ghar ma koi hotu nthi me atle Khali msti krva, daru piva. To pelo tyathi jato Rey 6 aene tya heroin jode rehvu hoy 6 to b. To yaado ma heroin aene key km jato rhyo tu to key Mara friends wait krta hse. Mare rokavu htu pn khbr nai km a divse hu na rokayo. To heroin key bhale ne tu real ma nato rokayo aa to tari yaado j 6 ne aama to rokai ja Mari jode.... Bau jordar scene 6 aa. Ha aa vanchine tne khbr nai pde k hu su kehva mangu 6u atle na on gme tne on tu Jo to khbr pde k hu su Kai 6u. Saru movie 6 joje tu. Real ma to nthi tu Mari jode to yaado ma rakhu 6u tne Mari jode..... Yaad kru 6u tne roj.. pn Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....
Ungh nai aavti mne jone ktlu modu thyu 6 to b. Bs becheni lage 6, jiv adhuro thato hoy am Jane kaik khotu thavanu hoy or Thai rahyu hoy am. Avu Kai j na thay to saru. Tari khbr b nai puchi saku hu to. Saru 6 ne tne. Sachvje ND tne gamtu krje ama Kai khotu nai...

Thursday, May 28, 2020

Hey... Majama ne..
Mne avu lage 6 k aapde loko ek Duniya ma nathi rehta or ek Duniya 6 j nai. Bau badhi Duniya 6. Aapda ghar ma ek alag Duniya 6 ND aapda ghar ni Bahar samena ghar ma pn alag Duniya 6. Am badha j Loko alag Duniya ma jivi rahya 6. Aapde pn gharma alag Duniya ma 6 ND gharni Bahar alag Duniya ma. Ekla hoy ghar ma tyare aapdi alag Duniya 6 ND friends or family jode alag Duniya ma jiviae 6. Te kyak vanchyu hoy to k science avu mane 6 k multiple universe exist kre 6. Mne avu lage 6 k aapde multiple universe ma jivi j rahya 6 ne. Ghar ma alag Duniya, Bahar alag Duniya, ekla alag Duniya ma ae rite aapde pn multiple universe ma jivi rahya 6. Pn aa badha j universe ma ek vastu common 6 ae 6 aapdi Khushi mate ni sodh ND koi no sath. Aapde aapdi badhi Duniya ma khush rehva magiae 6. Not necessary k ek j person jode km k aapde friends jode hoiae be tyare Khali friends j hova joiae to vadhare khush rahi sakiae am. Pn amuk loko mate Khushi no Matlab j hoy amni gamti vyakti no sath. Amne koi situation khush na kre or ae that nai amne bs ek j vastu Khush kre, a 6 amni gamti vyakti no sath.......
Bs vichar aayo aavo to kidhu tne. Hope u understand..
Miss U......

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

Hey..
Taru sapna ma aavanu band nai thayu hji. ND tne jota j thodi j var ma jagi jau 6u. Kadach bik lage 6 k sapna ma pn hu tne hurt na kri dau atle jagi jau 6u. But emotional kri dey 6 Tara vicharo. Almost radavi dey 6. Aaje sapna ma te srs t-shirt pehri ti. Bau sari lagti ti. Aam to tu sari j lagti hou 6u. Tu office ni Bahar nikdi, me tne joi pn mlva j na aai sakyo. Su modhu lai ne aavu tne mlva. Me ek vat notice kri k hu tne sapna ma bs jou j 6u tne mlto j nhi. Tne dur thi Joi rau on jode aaine vat krvani himmat j nai thati. Tne hurt kri said toa bik thi sapna ma pn tarathi dur rau 6u nd dur thi tne joya kru 6u. Jo sapna ma j jode aaine vat nai kri sakto to pchi reality ma to krvi rite tne call kru k mli ski. U seem to be sad or blank. Kai j feelings Rai na hoy Avi ek dum numb. Jo avu htu to pchi km aavu kre 6. Paachi aai ja ne. Hu tya j 6u nd rah jov 6u. Amuk var vat hoy pn shabdo j na mle tne samjavana atle bs vat band kri dau 6u. Hu tne km kri ne samjavu k tu su 6 mara mate... Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Hey.. Majama ne..
Miss kru 6u tne. Amuk var to control krvo bau difficult Thai jay 6 pn su kru. Pchi eklo radi Lau 6u. Tari jod vat krvanu man thay 6 pn rokvu pde 6 potane. Kai j nai kri sakto hi tne Mari life ma lavva mate. Potani or gusso aave 6, nafrat Thai jay 6 potani jat thi k hu Kai j kri nai sakto even hu to tne Kai b nai sakto aa badhu. Plz aai ja ne paachi plz.....
Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Monday, May 25, 2020

Yad.. ktlo nano word 6. Koine kaiae k yad kru 6u tne atle bs pti jay? A word pachad ktli feelings hoy Ani khbr Khali je yad krto hoy ne aene j khbr hoy. Ktlu sahelu 6 koi ne kehvu k yad kru 6u tne pn ktlu difficult 6 a yad pachad ni feelings samjavi, a vato kehvi. Yad kru 6u tne or bhulto j nhi. Tara vise vicharya kru 6u nd aa tne kais nai hu ND tne kyarey khbr pn nai pde. Yado sathe jivi le 6 loko nd nerson j na hoy tyare bijo koi option b nai hoto loko jode. Kadach sahelu hse yaado sathe jivvu. Pn jyare a person hoy 6ata ana vagr jivvu pde tyare bau j difficult hoy yado sathe jivvu. Loko a pn kri leta hse on Mara mate bau difficult 6 yaado sathe jivvu ND tne bhuli pn nai sakto. Kadach AA badhu atyar sudhi lkhyu a badhu tne filmy lagtu hse exaggerate kri ne lkhyu hoy avu kadach hse avu pn mne je feel thay 6 a lakhu 6u. Miss kru 6u tne nd Kai j kri nai sakto. Tne call k msg pn nai kri sakto tu mne Joi ne hurt na Thai jau a bik thi. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. Miss U....

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Heyy... Majama ne..
Aaje room partner nisarg jode AMD aavyo to ana sis nu baby shower htu. Tya Gaya pchi tne Jovi ti, vat krvi ti atle Tara flat niche aavyo to. Tya road prthi tari balcony ma Joi rahyo k tu hmna aavis balcony ma to jou tne jadi to nai Thai gai ne am. Tara sivay badha ne joya. Tara mammi kitchen vadi balcony ma vasan dhota hta nd taro Bhai balcony ma 1-2 vat aayo. Kitchen ma Tara papa ne pn joya blue color ni t-shirt pehri ti amne nd nd tara mammi a blue ma design vadu gown pehryu tu. 30 min jvu ubho rahyo hois tari aavani rah Joi ne on na aavi tu. Biji side ni balcony ma net lagai 6 tme atle tyathi Kai dekhayu j nai. Jene jova aayo to ana sivay badha ne joya. Kai vandho nai fari koi divas nasib ma lkhyu hse to mlisu. Tne call krvo to pn na thayo Marathi. Tari vise vat krto hou ne to pn aankho ma aansu aai jay 6 to tari jode to vat j na kri saku radi j Kai ND tu mne radto joine dukhi na Thai atle call na kryo. It took a lot for me not to call u. Vat to thik tne balcony ma Joi hot ne to pn radto ND tu mne radta joti to dukhi thati. Beu dukhi Thai ae ana krta hu eklo dukhi Thau a saru am vicharu ne call na kryo. Rinku no yad aavi to msg aayo ano brother day no a j time pr. Me aene call krine kidhu k ahiya flat niche 6u aene mne bau samjayo call krva mate pn hu tne dukhi krva nto mangto atle call na kryo. Jo aapdi vacche pehla jvu j relation hot to karu j call hu pn nthi avu. Badhu change Thai gyu 6 nd nd hu aene pehla jvu krva Kai j nai kri sakto. Mare hve bs aakhi life aa j dukh sathe jivvanu 6 k hu tne love kru 6u ND tu mne nai krti. Bau yad aave 6 nd tne Kai b nai sakto. Tya same corner pr zad 6 tya j ubho rahyo to nd balcony ma tu aavis a vichari ne aankho ma aansu aavi Gaya ta. Vandho nai nasib saru thse atle mlisu aapde kadach hu je feelings vadi Disha ne malva mangu 6u aene a j rite j rite pehla Malta hta. Koi vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu chinta na krti. Tabiyat sachvje.
Really miss you.....,.

Saturday, May 23, 2020

Mind mathi j nai nikdti tu to pchi heart mathi kmni nikadu tne. Mind ma 6u to yad aaya kre 6 tari. He kadi thavanu nthi Avi situations na vichar aaya kre 6. We are happy together nd living together aava vichar aaya kre 6. ND avu kadi thavanu nthi khbr 6 mne pn to b Ava vichar aaya kre 6. Kadach Maru mind mne khush krva mate Ava vicharo krtu hse. Saru 6 pn reality to nai thay pn Atleast vicharo ma to thay 6 nd khush thau 6. Aaje 38 divas thaya aapde vat kre. Jo aam j chalse to 100% tu move on Thai jais. Aam to tu Thai gai pn hoy km k tu strong 6u. Hu to hji tya j 6u. Aagad vadhva j nai magto. Maybe taru marriage Thai jay or nakki Thai jay pchi aagad vadhi saku to khbr nai. Aa sentence lkhta pn aankh ma aansu aai gya to jyare real ma thse tyre to khbr nai ktlo dukhi Thais. Kai vandho nai Pn tu khush hois ne a vichari ne khush rehvano try Kris. Badhu j saru Thai jse. Chinta nai.....
Future ma jyare hu dukhi hois, radvu hse k hasvu hse to partner tarike bs taro j sath dekhay 6 mne, bija koi mne console j nai kri sake, Tara Gale mline j radvu nd nd  u 6 mare..

Friday, May 22, 2020

Hey.. majama ne
Disha, konsi Disha.. kaha chale jaate he mere kadam, Bina koi rashta, Bina koi direction, bs chal dete he dhundhne tuzko. Mere kadmo ki Disha dhundte he Meri Disha ko.. chaaro taraf ki dishayein bich khada lekin me fir bhi muh latkaye. Jane konsi Disha le Jaye muze Teri aur..
Aam to lkhvanu band j kri didhu 6 pn aaje aa lkhyu to batavu 6u tne. Khbr 6 atlu sari nthi pn sari Thai sake avu 6 so krisu saru jyare badhu saru Thai jse.....
Tu Mari Tara 6, mne sudharva vadi mne kaik banava vadi. Pn jode revu pdse nai to nai bni saku saro...

Thursday, May 21, 2020

Hey..
Song sambhdato to utube pr nd emotional Thai gyo. Tari yado emotional kri j de 6. Jo tu aavu k na aavu, tari yaado aave j 6 roj Mari jode vato krva, Mari tabiyat puchva, mne sambhdva. Aavta week ma transfer kri dese avu kidhu sir ne madva gayo to. To aaje haircut kraya k ghare Jai to junglee na lagu amne. 6elle kyare bad odaya hse Ani khbr j nai mne Khali hath thi sidha kri Lau. Mne canteen vada b key roj ungh ma thi j aavo 6o k su ND hu ha padi dau. Looks ni mne Kai j pdi nai koine batavu nhi mare Kai ND mne b avu gme 6 to Avi rite rau 6u. Ha thoda atticate hova joiae pn atyare kya koi function ma javanu 6 or phota padava na 6. So chale badhu. Aapde kyare madisu a vichar aavya kre 6 mne, madisu b k nai a b khbr nthi mne to. He divase madisu a divas bau yadgar hse Mara mate. Aakhi life yad rehse mne. Science avu key 6 k jyare tme mari Jai ne tyare 6elli 2-3 minutes ma tamaru mind tamri badhi j yaado me rewind kre mind ma. Bau badhi yaado rewind thse mare hji to ghani banse pn Navi. Pn chokkas thi amani ek hse j jyare aapde madisu ne a divas ni yad. A divas hu bau j Khushi pn hois ND bau j sad pn hois. Aavi feelings jode kmno deal Kris a khbr nai mne. Miss US.....

Wednesday, May 20, 2020

Heyy... Tabiyat sari 6 ne.
Bau yad aave 6 tari. Aaje room ma badha betha that vato krva ND past ni vato chalu Thai. Me vat chalu kri aapdi ND badha chup Thai gya ek to rova lagyo. Me kidhu be hu nathi radyo ne tu km radu 6u. Actually ma hu bau j emotional Thai gyo to vat krta pn somehow me control kryo. Vat krta amuk var to band pn Thai jato atlo emotional Thai jato. Normally hu Kai Mara vise kau nai Pn aaje kidhu aapdi friendship vise. A loko ne am thyu k aani life ma pn 6okri friend 6 am. Me Kai sympathy leva natu kidhu bs moment j hti Avi to Kai didhu amne. Badhu to nai Pn toy kidhu amne. Sorry aam to aapdi vat koi aagad na krvi joiae pn me kri. Tu yad kre 6 k nai mne. Yad rakhje mne bhulti nai, aam to na j bhulu pn toy Kau 6u. Yad kru 6u tne......

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

Heyy...
Atyare savare hu utube pr videos joto to to ama pre wedding video joyo nd song htu patan thi patola lavjo ND hu bau emotional Thai gyo km k tari yad aavi mne. Aa video bau time pehla joyo to me ND hu pn pre wedding video banais avu vicharyu htu. Tari yad aave 6. Aaje 35 divas Thai gya aapde call or msg krye. Hope tari tabiyat sari hse.
Me kidhu tu ne tne k hu peli application pr loko me console kru 6u ama ek girl Mari jm j listener 6. Listener hoy ne aene bija jtla listener online hoy a batave to ek divas aene mne online Joi ne profile check kri hse nd me language ma Gujarati lkhelu 6 to aene msg kryo to mne a pn Gujarati 6 atle. Pchi ame 2-3 vakht vat kreli. Kale me msg kryo to aene so a sad hti. Pchi aeni feelings kehti ti. Aene auto immune disorder 6, family problem 6, mom illness pchi off Thai gya l, financially problem 6, sibling pn nthi share krva mate. ND pchi aene mne puchyu tne su dukh 6 am ne hu Kai j na boli sakyo km k mare aena jvu Kai j nthi. Sachu dukh to aene 6 nd still she is dealing with it nd hu khbr nai km dukhi 6u. Loko ni life joiae ne tyare khbr pde k loko ne ktlu dukh 6 nd aapde potani j lai ne betha hoy j Amana dukh aagad Kai j nthi.

Monday, May 18, 2020

Hello.. majama ne...
Divso bs Jai rahya 6. Koi j excitement nthi. Bs savare uthvanu office javanu and jamvanu, room pr time pass krvano ND sui javanu. Aa j repeat mode pr chale 6. ND Jo busy na hoy to sad Thai javanu. Normally loko khush Thai sakta hoy pn koi precious person life ma thi jatu Rey ne ne tyre pehla j vastu amne khush krti hoy ne a pn khush na kre km k amne khush j nai thavu. After all happiness depends upon us. Avu nai k amne a vastu Khushi na aape pn amne thavu nai hotu km k amne a person jode happy thavu hoy. Hve Jo a person j na hoy to a happiness no koi meaning j na lage amne. Pn kehvay ne time heals everything. Time lage amne pchi saru Thai jay badhu. Koi me vadhare time lage koi ne ocho pn pchi loko sikhi j ley life ma jivta. Hu pn pehla jm khush Thai jais kadach. Joiae ktlo time lage 6 ama. Badhu saru Thai jse. I just miss you. Tu call kru me hu ghare house to vat na kru nd to b tu vat krvano try kre, Maru mood kharab hoy to tu saru karvano try kre a badhu j yad aave 6. I wish k me tari jode vat kri hot to jyare hu gahre hato tyare pn po atyare Mari pase tari vadhare yaado hot. AMD transfer Thai jse to tya tari yad vadhare aavse. Aam b "Jya yaado rehti hoy ne tya rehvu bau difficult hoy". Pn j 6 ae aa j 6 mare a sathe jivvanu j 6. Pn Kai vandho nai badhu saru Thai jse..

Sunday, May 17, 2020

Hey... Majama ne...
You know what it feels like losing the loved one? It feels like u r dead from inside and still feeling pain. The only thing that stops u feeling pain is the only thing that gives u pain. I just like being sad. I don't know why but I'll make myself sad. It's like I don't want to be happy without the person I want in that. I m in depression. I don't know if it is depression or not. Today when I said in my mind that I m in depression, I just got goosebumps like my body telling me that thank you for accepting the fact. Look maybe I'm wrong because depression doesn't looks like this. Because I eat, laugh, sleep, cry. So this is something else, don't know now but maybe later. Yad aave 6 tari. Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. 

Saturday, May 16, 2020

Hey.. it's me, hope u remember. Majama ne..
Majak kru 6u yad to hoy j ne.
Love bau complicated 6 nai? Khbr na pde kai. Love 6 k nai, ktlo 6, koni koni jode 6, temporary 6 k permanent. A loko loko lucky hoy k jmne loko love krta hoy ND he type no amne joito hoy a type no means k friendship vado, husband vado, boyfriend vado am. Baki badha ne love to madto j hoy pn jeni jode thi nd jevo joito hoy avo nai madto. Tu pn lucky hois badhani jm hu to nthi j. Atleast atyare to nai j. 31 divas thaya tari jode vat krye means actual ma Baki aam to roj vat thay 6 aapdi vacche. Aaje papa call pr mne Tara vise puchya hata khbr nai ek dum achanak su thayu hse amne. Lage Mari jm a pn tne miss krta hse. Tari khbr puchya hata, mne key call kru 6u k nai me na padi to reason puchje. Me vat badli nakhi. Tne call krvo to amne khbr puchva tari. Number mangyo Mari jode me kidhu Rinku jode thi lai lo 6 j Ani pase pn pchi amne kidhu Disha ne k ana family ne avu na thay k 6 month Thai gya 6 atle Paisa nu yad karava mate call kryo hse am km k a to kadi tari jode vat krta nthi call pr atle. Atle nai kre am kidhu. Tari chinta krva vada Mara ghar ma pn 6 joyu. Ama Kai navai nahi bija Ghana Loko hse on aa to tu kehti ti ne k tu Kai kru ama Maru family hurt thay atle kau 6u. A loko ne tu game 6 nd atle nai k mne tu gme 6 tu atle. A loko ne Mara pehla tu gamti ti. Jya love hoy tya hurt thavay I know pn a loko Tara Kai krvathi kyarey hurt nai thaya, Tara na krvathi kadach thay.
Emotional Thai gyo hu. Chl tu tabiyat sachvje.
Me and my family missing you....
Kale room partner 6 ne Ani jode rate 1 vage ek family ne quarantine krva gyo to. Rate call aayo ana pr k positive case aayo 6 so family quarantine krva javu pdse. Patient to hospital ma admit j hata. 10 Loko ne samras hostel ma quarantine krya. Family bivai gai ti. Kadach a loko potana mate nai Pn ek bija mate vadhare bivata hse. Because of love for each other. Hu to first time aa rite joyu nd gayo Maja aave Kam krvani pn safety bau rakhvi pde. Family thi 3-4 ft dur ubha Raine j vat krvani amni koi vastu ne touch nai krvani. Aatlu risk hoy to b aa Loko Kam kre 6 saru kevay. Aam b saru kevay Loko ni help kri sakay 6 aa time ma jyare amne sauthi vadhare jrur 6 tyare. Tabiyat sachvje tu kale badhu joyu pchi khbr pdi k bolvu sahelu 6 pn thay ne tyare khbr pde. Be safe..

Friday, May 15, 2020

Hi.. aaje month Thai gyu tari jode vat krya vgr. Ek mahina pehla aa j divase taro answer sambhdyo and....... Bau radyo to a divase, bau j dukh hji sahan nai thatu Marathi pn..... Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse. Tu chinta na kr ND tabiyat sachvje. Bau iccha thay 6 tari jode vat krvani pn aagad kidhu tu ne am ke kadach taro avaj sambhdi ne bau control nai kri saku nd radi jais. Jo tu sambhdis to kadach tu dukhi Thai jau atle call nai krto. Kal rate Ahista Ahista song mobile ma play thayu rate nd hu control j na kri sakyo. Te aa song Tara status ma mukyu tu mne yad 6 nd room ni Bahar nikdi gyo. Bau radyo rate Bahar jaine. Dilip ne call kryo, nisarg ne b kryo. Bnne a vat kri nd help b krva mage 6 Mari on nai kri sakta. Hu j Mari help nai kri sakto. Bau j yad aavi tari ND atyare pn aave 6 pn Kai kri sakto nhi. Time lagse saru thata pn khbr nai ktlo, ek month, 6 months, 1 year, k pchi...... Pn Kai vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu. Aa badhu tu kyarek vanchis to ktlu saru Atleast tne khbr to pde k taro koi friend hto jna mate tu bau special 6u, ND tne bau gamadto, life spend krva mangto tari sathe. Dilip nd nisarg ne thodu ghanu Mari feelings no khbr 6 a tne key to ktlu saru. Hu j na padu 6u amne tne Kai kehvanu on bs tne Mari feelings ni khbr to pde. Mare aa badhu Kaine koi sympathy nthi joiti tari bs khbr hovi joiae tne.
Accha Waqt aayega aur jab aayega me puchuga kyu itni der lagai. Kya rah dekhe hue tha ki kab me tut jaunga, bikhar jaunga. Lekin dekh abhi bhi nhi tuta me, khada hu me plz aa ja aur Gale laga de muze....

Thursday, May 14, 2020

Hello.. Majama ne..
Vat krva aavyo tari jode. Miss kru 6u tne. Ktlu miss kru 6u a to koi ne khbr nai pde kyarey. Mne on nai khbr ktlu miss kru 6u tne, bs badhi vat ma tari j yad aave. Or tne bhulva j nai deto hu potane. Aapdi feelings pn bau jabri vastu 6 koi ne khbr j na pde ktli badhi 6, Kona mate 6, km 6, amuk var to potane j khbr na hoy. Hu eklo betho hov, bolto hov, chup hov, hasto job k roto hov koi ne a badha pachad no feelings nai dekhati. A badha ma pn tne miss krto job 6u k tu hot to ktli Maja aavti on su kru tu nathi Mari jode. Tne yad aavti hse k nai Mari or tne khbr hse k hu ktlu miss kru 6u tne.... Bs hve Kai vat nai krvi................
Aaje ek month Thai gyo tne propose kre. Ek mahina pehla aajna divse khush hto k finally me tne Kai didhu. Pchi bau nervous Thai gyo to nd bik lagti ti. Hju on avu j 6 kadach. Ghare atyare video call kryo nd same vada loko jode b vat kri, soc Joi, radva jvo Thai gyo or andar to radu j 6u. Pn mammi papa khush hta me call kryo atle pn Amna hasva pachad nu radvu dekhayu mne. Mammi badhu batavti tyare phone ana face pase gyo tyare ano gal bhino hto ana radvana lidhe even Mara ghar na same vada na aankh ma pn aansu dekhaya mne. Badhani aankho ma aansu hata atle dekhaya k pchi Mari aankh ma hata atle mne avu lagyu, khbr nai. Missing us........

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

Hey.. Rinku a kidhu tari tabiyat sari 6 I'm glad. Sachvje tabiyat. Aaje Kai kehva mate shabdo nhi bs emotions 6 nd aene kmna Kai tne. So aaje me Lady Gaga nu ek song sambhdyu a Kai 6u. Relate thayu a song mne nd Mari situation so ND bau jordar 6.
Wish I could, I could've said goodbye
I would've said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew it would be the last time
I would've broke my heart in two
Tryin' to save a part of you
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh
When we first met
I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I'd find myself
Lying in your arms
And I want to pretend that it's not true
Oh baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning
And I'm not moving on
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love
I don't wanna know this feeling
Unless it's you and me
I don't wanna waste a moment, ooh
And I don't wanna give somebody else the better part of me
I would rather wait for you, ooh
Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
Baby, unless they are your lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Don't let another day begin
Won't let the sunlight in
Oh, I'll never love again
Never love again
Never love again
Oh, I'll never love again

Tuesday, May 12, 2020

Tari badhi vato yad aave 6. Kam krto hou, Kam na krti hou, unghta, jagta, bike chalavta, office ma, room ma badhe j tari yad. Khbr 6 clg ma hu tne kehto k ek time pchi Loko bhuli j jay Manas ne nd example b aapyu tu k koi no ek no ek 6okro or 6okri b Mari jay ne to thoda time pchi a loko b bhuli jay ND tu kehti k na avu Kai j na hoy. Pn Jo atyare hu Sacho padu 6u ne. Bhuli gya badha mne. Mne Kai dukh nhi k badha bhuli gya dukh a vat nu 6 k mne gamta, Mari life na important person b bhuli Java lagya 6 or yad 6u to pn call nai krta. Call na kre to b Kai nai yad hou to b bau. Aam b tamare yad rehva mate yad karavu jruri hoy 6. Aaje 28 divas thaya nd aapde vat k msg nai kryo ek bija ne. Me to khbr b nai puchi tari aatla time thi. Iccha to roj hoy 6 vat krva ni pn tu roj vat krva hou nai atle call nai krto nd Jo kadach tari jode vat krta hu emotional Thai jau nd tne khbr pdi jay to tu dukhi thay. So bs chalya kre 6 aa badhu. Tu majama to 6u ne. Tabiyat sachvje tu. ND ghare badha ni tabiyat sari 6 ne. Take care..
Sui gai hois tu atyare to mne ungh nai aavti to aai gyo vat krva tari jode. Tu sache ma bhuli gai mne? Na na avu na thay. Aato taro avaj or text nai aayo aatla divas thi to bs nakama vicharo aave aava. Am Kai thodi bhuli jau mne tu. Bs yad aave 6 tari.....
Miss US...

Monday, May 11, 2020

Hey.. majama ne
Office na Loko thi nafrat Thai gai 6 aaje. Me kidhu tu ne pela clerk jode mare thodu bolvanu thayu tu aene office ma badhane Kai didhu k aa order vagr tya Kam krva jay 6 nd office ma Corona lavse nd all. Amne na padi 6 office javani j pn Kam hoy a baharthi patai devanu. Paisa amne office Bahar ek Jan aapi jay. Jane ame Loko office na staff j na hoy. Aaje hu gyo office to jtla a joyo mne a badha tu km ahiya aayo nd all kehya kre. Hu certificate leva gayo to andar mne aaje aapyu Kam kru 6u ne atle. To badha clerk Jane hu Corona Kai ne aayo hoy am kre. Mne bole nd response b avo aape. Potani office ma j Jane hu koi baharno hoy avu kryu amne. Hu saru Kam j kru 6u ne Loko ne help krine ana badla ma appreciate na kre to Kai nai Pn aavu to na kre mne. Mari self respect hoy k nai. Ktlu khotu lage jyare potani office ma aavu kre tyare.
Ungh pn ktli jordar vastu 6 nai. Thoda time mate aapde badhu j bhuli jaiae. Aapdu sukh, dukh. Pan jagiae atle fari pacha a j thoughts, a j dukh or sukh. Reality ma Kai j change na hoy. Tari jod vat krvi 6 pn thati nhi. Kone Kai aa badhu ghare Jai to tension thay amne k aava area ma Kam kru 6u ND tu vat krti nhi or kru to ek divas pchi tu bolu k bija koi jode vat kr. I wish k tu AA badhu sambhdti Atleast mne thodu saru to lagtu. Pn Kai nai badhu saru Thai jse....

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Hey..
Aaje fari sapna ma aavi tu ND pchi unghyo j nai hu. Me avu vanchelu 6 k tmne Jo ungh na aavti hoy ne to tme koi na sapna ma jagta hoy. So if Mara lidhe tne ungh na aavti hoy to sorry ana mate. Hve sapna na aave to saru am vicharu 6u pn aaj to ek jagya 6 jya aapde sathe 6, vat kriae 6. Pn aa he Kai thayu apda vchhe Ani asar sapna ma pn dekhay 6. Bau Kai yad nai rehtu sapnu pn atlu yad 6 k sapna ma pn hve aapde clg ma hata atla close nhi hota. Amuk var hoy 6 amuk var nai hota. Pn hu sapna ma to bau j try kru 6u tne jode rakhvano. He bhulo real ma kri 6 Atleast sapna ma nai krto nd aapdi relationship bachavano try kru 6u. ND hu reality ma bhale Hari gyo on sapna ma to nai j haru. Hu a Duniya ma to tne Mari pase rakhis...
Yad aave 6 tari pn call nai thato Marathi. Vat na kru a saru j 6 aam b tne pn pchi tev pdi jay ND Marathi pchi ochi affect thava lagis. Aam b mne to ahiya Corona thavano j 6 nd kaik Thai jay to ochu dukh thay tne.
Me tne kidhu tu ne ke hu ek application pr Loko jode vat kru nd console krvano try kru amne. To ama 15-20 days pehla ek girl jode vat Thai ti aene ana bf jod breakup Thai gyu because they had fight and all. And his bf moved on and she can't. Ae aene bhuli nai sakti and try krya kre 6 aene samjavano pn Kai j thatu nhi. Me samjayu aene k hve Kai j nai thay a move on Thai gyo 6 nd tare on thavu pdse. A key try kru 6u pn nai thava tu. Me kidhu accept kr pehla k ae have nathi tari jode to j move on thavase. Irony to Jo ke hu aene aa sikhaman aapu 6u k accept kr ND all. ND Mara potana thi j accept nai thatu k tu nathi have Mari sathe. U moved on and I can't do anything about it. All I can do is just ACCEPT it.

Saturday, May 9, 2020

Thaki gyo 6u Disha have AA badhathi. Call krne tu or msg kr. Move on thavu jaruri 6? Aa badhu krvu jruri 6? Khbr 6 mne tne feelings nhi Avi koi Mara mate pn aa badhu km jruri 6 vat na krvi ND all. Su thse anathi. Khbr 6 mne tu km call nai krti. Hu thodok bhulyo hoy ne pacho a j jagyae na aavi Jai atle call nai krti tu. Pn hu to tya j 6u hji. Aagad gayo j nhi. Rah jou 6u tari k tu aavis nd badhu pehla jvu j Thai jse. Tu Mari jode hsva lagis nd hu tne badhu j feel kru 6u a kehva lagu. Move on thava mate accept krvu bau jruri 6. To j move on Thai sako nai to tmne avu lage k Thai gya 6o pn jyare peli vyakti aave ne or aene bija koi jode Jovo ne to fari tuti jav. Miss kru 6u tne bau j miss kru 6u. Amuk var bike bs chalya j kre rashto bhuli jau. Office Java na badle rashto jya lai jay tya jau pchi aagad jaine khbr pde tyare pacho vadu Rasta pr. Mne kaik Thai jse tyare tu mare je sambhdvu 6 a kais? Pn tyare Kai meaning nai Rey aeno km k a to hu jyare hato tyare sambhdvu tu. Tne khbr 6 aam b Loko jivta krta marela Loko ne vadhare prem kre. Atle Loko love failure ma sucide attempt krta hoy k Jo a krvathi pn ano prem madto hoy to a pn kri Lau am. Joke avu na j karay life bau precious 6 aene aam vedfi na nakhay. Pn aa badhu a loko samji sake a mental state ma hoy j nai mne lage 6 kadach attempt krta hse ne a loko tyare ek point avo aavto j hse k a loko bachvano try krta hse pn tyare modu Thai jay.
Mne ahiya Corona Thai jse to su Kris tu. Pchi hu sambhdva mate pn nai hoy he tare kehvu hse ae ND pchi kadach tne dukh thay pn aenu su km k Kai j nai thay pchi. A dukh sathe jivvu pdse tare. ND thse to khru j dukh km k bhale tne Mara mate biji koi feelings nai hoy pn ek friend mateni to 6 j ne.......
I really Miss US..

Friday, May 8, 2020

Hello.. Majama
Koi saru Kam krtu hoy to aene support krva ne badle aene rokvanu kmnu a aa Duniya ne bau sari rite aavde. Me kidhu tu ne hu ahiya containment area ma Paisa aapva jau 6u ND aakhi office ne khbr 6k hu tya jau 6u. To aaje Amara sir and ek clerk tya aavya ne police vada ni same amne key tmne ahiya aavano order kone aapyo, kone puchi ne Kam kro 6o ahiya. Tamari or inquiry besadi su ame am. Ala ame koi illegal Kam kriae 6 help j kriae 6 ne public ni to b aavu nd he bnne aaya ta ae bnne khbr hti k ame tya jaiae 6 to aatla divas thi km na kidhu Kai k na Jason or aa j vat call kri ne bolaya hot to amne office pchi b kidhu hot to vandho nato ama. Pn aato ek clerk ne me bija ek sir 6 amni help krva kidhu be atle aa badhu kryu aene. A sir Muslim 6 atle aane gamtu nthi nd help krvi nhi. Mari pr gusso aayo aene atle bija ek sir ne lai ne aayo ae nd aa kryu. Police vada aagad department ni ijjat gai ne. Police vada Amna Gaya pchi key Tamara department vada Jabra 6 aatlu saru Kam kro 6o to b roke 6 nd inquiry besadvani vat kre 6. Tya no police nd je helper hoy a badha j amari side hata kidhu koi chinta na kro tmne Kai nai thay ame kaisu amne. Aam b amne Kai na thay km k Amara ASP a kidhu j tu amne nd aa Loko ne khbr nai Pn jvu nam lidhu amnu atle band Thai gya bolata nd pchi Gaya to b inquiry nu keta j ta. Ek j kalak no andar a clerk nd je sir aaya ta jode call krine amne key tme jajo vandho nai Pn dhyan rakhjo. Km k Dy. SP, PI a call kri ne direct Amara SSP ne j kidhu k aa Loko Kam kre 6 to help krva na badle km roko 6o. Pela sir nd clerk ne khbr pdi gai k aamnu nam leva jevu nhi. ND aama main to pelo clerk j 6 nd pela sir ne chadaya. Hve 2-3 divas javu j nhi office. A area ma koi kam krva taiyar j nhi nd hu same thi tya jaine Kam kru 6u to b aavu kre 6 aa Loko. Kale nai jau office on Monday to jato j rais km k Amara zagada ma public ne problem thay atle.
Tu to vat krva b nhi Mari jod...... Kai nai saru Thai jse..... Tu tabiyat sachvje.

Thursday, May 7, 2020

Hi........ Majama ne..
Aaje savare pn sapna ma tu aavi ti. Hu Tara sapna ma to nai aavto hoy kadach pn yad to avu 6u k nai...
Tne khbr 6 loko break up thay amnu pchi physically hurt krta hoy 6 ae km kre. Km k ae Loko a dukh ne bhulva mangta hoy. Aemnu dhyan ae dukh ma thi hati ne bije kyak lage atle ae Loko potane physically hurt krta hoy. Or atlu badhu hurt thaya pchi thodok time Amna ma koi feelings j na Rai hoy atle a loko hurt kre nd still amne Kai j feel na thay. Km k physical hurt a Kai j nhi emotionally hurt thava same. Km k pela ma tme dava lai sako nd saru Thai jay anathi pn emotionally hurt thaya hoy tyare koi dava j Kam ma na lge. Jene hurt kryu hoy ne Ani jode j dava hoy ND ae dava tmne mle j nai. Aapdi life ma aapda njik na person nu Mari javu nd a person nu aapdne 6odine hamesha mate jatu rehvu ae bnne bau j alag vastu 6. Pehla case ma tme am vicharu ne manavo potani jat ne ke a Mari gyu 6 atle Kai na thay pn bija case ma tmne khbr j na pde k su krvu, potani jat ne samjavi j na sako k atlu precious person Tamara life nu tmne 6odi ne gyu 6. Ktlu dukh thatu hse amne khbr 6 tne. Andar thi tuti javay, Jane swas Levo 6 tamare pn lai na sakay. Koi andar thi Jane tmne dabai rahyu hoy ne avu lage. Suffocation thay. ND u can do nothing about it. Bs rah jovani k kyare aapde apdi jat ne samjai sakiae. Loko movie ma Jove ne to Kai khotu na lage hurt krvu potane, pn real ma Jove ne to am thay k aa su ganda jvi harkto kre 6. Of course avu hurt na karay pn ganda ni jm koi ne gamadyu hoy ne nd jyare a j 6odine jatu Rey ne tyare j ganda jvi harkto kre. Ano atlo badho prem ganda jvo na lage nd Ani harkto ganda jvi lage. Samjvu pn ktlu aghru hoy potani jat ne to bija koi ne a samjavu to bau j agharu 6, samjai j na sakay. Aa to mne thoughts aaya to kidha me tne. Badhu saru Thai jse.....
Miss us.


Wednesday, May 6, 2020

Tabiyat sari ne?
Miss bau j nano word 6 koi ne jyare real ma miss krta hoiae ne tyare aapdi feelings btava mate. I wish k kaik Ava words banya hoy k he aapdi true feelings be batavi sake. Pn avu Kai hoy j nai. Km k samjnara to shabdo vgr samji jata hoy 6 nd na samjnara ne Kai pn kaiae to koi farak na pde. Kuch Baatein Kahi nahi jaati, surf Suni Jati He.
Bau emotional Thai gyo 6u tari jode vat krvi 6, avaj sambhdvo 6 taro. I wish tu mne atyare puchu hu majama 6u k nai nd hu kau k Tara vagar kmno hoy saku majama. Roj yad kru 6u tne nd atyre avo vichar aave 6 k tu bija koi jode vat kris and it's okk pn tu mne bhulva laagis and bija koi ne gamadva lagis. Tu nai Mani aa vichar thi j atyare aankh ma aansu aai gya nd silently radva lagyo. Sache ma aavu j thase thoda time pchi tu mne bhuli jais and life ma bija koi jod aagad vadhi jais....
Aaje 21 divas Thai gya tari jode vat krya vgr and science avu key 6 k koi pn vastu or vyakti no aadat lagta or 6utata 21 divas lage. Pn hu to hji avo j 6u. Hji b tya j, vat krvi 6 tar jod, tari vato sambhdvi 6, tari Mara mate ni care Jovi 6 nd Mari care tne batavi 6 pn Kai j nai thatu aavu............. Kai nai saru Thai jse badhu. I hope tu khush hois....

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Khabar nai km tari yad ek dum aai jay ND bau j aave. Atli aave k hu emotional Thai jau. And I can't help it............ .......... ....... Kai vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu.
Loko dukhi kyare that khbr 6 jyare amni life ma koi precious vastu(person) khovai jay me tyare.
Ahiya Paisa aapva hu hotspot area ma jau 6u kidhu tu ne me aagad tne. Aam a area ma ame patra ne barricades lagaya hoy tyathi thoda j andar ek complex ma besiae. Pn aaje hu a area ma 2-3 km andar ek lady hata Amna ghare gayo. Amna papa bimar 6 to aave Ava nhi and amne Paisa no jrur hti so mne key aavo ne Kai nai thay, Allah 6 saru j rakhse badhu. Pehla to me na padi km k obviously ae area ma atlu badhu andar javay j nai bik lage Pn pchi gyo hu. Mari jod aaje bnne room partner aaya ta aemne to na j padi didhi mne key tu ja tne aam b Kya vandho 6. Majak krta ta ae. Mne lagyu javu joiae atle gyo help krva. Aapda Loko jode aakha year na chokha ne khava nu 6 so vandho na aave pn amne to dar roj lai ne khavanu hoy Paisa ni jarur hoy j ne amne ae vichari ne gyo. Tare tabiyat sari 6 ne sachvje. Call krvo 6 tne pn nai kri sakto bau darpok nd weak 6u hu. Kai help ni jrur hoy to a b nai puchi sakto tne nd ahiya aakha Gam ne help kru 6u.
Atyare ek dum j becheni thava lagi. Su karu su kru am thay. Kai gamtu nhi. Ungh aavti nhi, ubho Thai jau, besi jau am ek dum j. Jane Kai thavanu hoy avu lage 6. So tari jode vat krva aai gyo. Aavu km thatu hse. Kai nai saru Thai jse.

Monday, May 4, 2020

Majama ne...
Aaje fari sapna ma aai tu ND fari hu jagi gyo. Tu mne explain krti ti k tu msg or call km nahi krti. Tare koi vastu explain krvani jrur nhi hu samji 6u tu km nhi krti. U want me to move on nd Tara call k msg thi hu pacho pehla jvu vicharva laagu nai atle nthi krti tu. It's okk. And Jo aavu na hoy to b mne Kai vandho nai. After all darek person ni choice hoy k aene koni jode vat krvi 6 nd koni jode nai. Comfortable hoy, Maja aavti hoy Ani jode vat karay Baki na j karay. Tu tabiyat sachvje AMD ma case bau vadhi rhya 6.
Yad aave 6 tari.....

Sunday, May 3, 2020

Oye......
Savare taru j sapnu aayu and hu jagi gyo pchi unghyo j nai. Km k fari taru j sapnu aavse and na aava joiae. Km k move on thavanu 6. Bau saru sapnu htu mne yad pn Rai gyu. Sapna ma tu Sadi pehrine aavi to a j Sadi he te farewell party na divase pehriti. Ae divase me tne kidhu ntu k tu Sadi ma ktli beautiful lagu 6u pn aaje Kai 6u Sadi ma Loko key ne k girl bau j sari lage Sachi vat 6. Jo kadach yad hoy to even a divase I try to kiss u in the hostel lift because I can't resist myself. Loko key 6 k savarna sapna Sacha pde and aaje a vat believe krvanu man thay 6. Jo aa sapnu on sachu pde to. Sapna ma u hugged me and accept my proposal. I really want k aa sapnu sachu pde pn aa Khali sapnu j 6 kadi sachu na pde I know. Jo sachu pdi jay to hu.........
Call na aayo taro mne lagyu aaje tu call Kris. Saru thyu na aayo km k hu vat na kri sakto or radi jato taro avaj sambhdi ne to tne guilty feel thatu. Actually ma hu to pn rah joto to Tara call ni. Kai nai  te km na kryo a samju 6u hu.
I really MISS you ๐Ÿฅบ

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Hey Majama, Koi vat krva mate hotu nhi room partner busy hoy  wife jod vat krva ma to sanje pelo health department vado aave to vat kru Ani jode thodi aene saru lage atle. Aene peli 6okri jode problems chale 6 ana staff ma me kidhu tu ne ae. So aenu dukh thodu ochu thay vat kru to. Baki aakha divas koi movie jou. Aaje to movie joine on kantado aavto to atle drawing krva betho. ND tare a na j jova joiae drawing. Jo koine drawing prthi Kai khbr pdti hoy to ae drawings ghanu badhu Kai jay Ava hata pn koi ne khbr pde to ne. Amanu ekad drawing to tne khbr pdi j jat. Aaje khbr pdi drawings tamari mental state pn batave.
Aaje 17 divase taro Instagram pr msg aayo nd hu bau emotional Thai gyo 6u. Kadach the WhatsApp nu last seen joyu hse and uninstall kri didhu avu lagyu hse atle j Instagram pr msg kryo hse. Bau j iccha 6 reply aapvani pn vat na kru a saru kadach km k tu majama am puchis to khotu nai bolu ne sachu bolis to tu guilty feel Kris k Tara lidhe hu hurt Thau 6u. Te j kidhu tu k hu avu badhu Kaine guilty feel kravu 6u so reply nai aapu. I wish k hu aapi sakto and aapde pehla no jm j vat kri sakta pn amuk var tamare najik na Loko ne bachava mate Amna thi dur thavu jaruri hoy 6 atle dur j rais jya sudhi accept krto na Thai jau tya sudhi. Sorry kadach tare koi vat krvi hoy Mari jode avu pn bane pn hu fari a sambhdva tari jode nathi. But I think Mari destiny j 6 aa Tara thi dur rehvu. Kadach kale tu call pn kru khbr puchva Mari and tyare hu su Kris Kai samjatu nhi. Call receive nai kru am vicharu 6u pn kadach a thase j nai Marathi. Taru nam jois atle upadi j lais. Try Kris k ek dum bindas vat kru atle tne am lage k hu move on Thai gyo 6u and hurt nai thato nai to tu b hurt Thau as a FRIEND. But tu Kai chinta na krti badhu j saru Thai jse kadach thoda time pchi or kadach vadhare time pchi or kyarey nai........

Friday, May 1, 2020

Oye majama ne,
Aaje Tara jevi j 6okri Joi hu jya jamva jau 6u ne canteen ma tya. Chasmish cat eyes frame, Yellow color no kurto Tara jode 6 avoy j tu Rinku na Garba vakhte pehrya ta ne avu j same. Hu betho to tya counter aagad ne ae aaine ubhi Rai. Mari ek najar pdi to heart ek beat skip kri gyu. Mne am k Disha kmni ahiya aai. Pchi khbr pdi k aa to Biju koi 6. Bau yaad aave 6 atyare tari. Me Thappad movie joyu aaje and saru movie 6. Koi ne I love you kehvu aghrru 6 pn anathi pn vadhare agharu to sorry kehvu 6. I actually realize k me tne kyarey sorry kidhu j nai. Mne lagyu jrur j nai prem enough 6 pn ae khotu 6. Sorry kehvu bau j important 6. Km k I love you to Ghana badha key 6 pn I'm sorry nathi kehta. To I'm sorry k hu jyare tare Mari jrur hti tyare nto. Aam to hve koi meaning nai Pn toy sorry. 
Miss u......

Hey te joyu Rinku na Garba ma te su pehryu tu a mne yad 6. Aam to mne ghanu badhu yad 6 pn kyarey Kai kidhu nahi. Te marriage na divase dark green color nu gown pehryu tu. Tari office aavyo to tyare check shirt prehryu tu. Ani pehla aapde 6elle mdela University vada road pr hu classes pura krine aavyo to tyare te dress pehryo to, pink color nd patiyala sky blue color nu. Aapde first kiss kri tyare te red t-shirt pehri ti. Te mne gal pr pehli var kiss kri ti tyare t-shirt or top he kehvay ae lining white color hto ama ae pehryu tu. Jagga jasus movie jova Gaya tyare lining j htu pn ama pink color hto and ama neck or black color ni les aave avu pehryu tu. Farewell party ma pink color ni sari pehri ti. Joyu mne ktlu badhu yad 6. Na Kai navai nhi bs aato yad 6 pn kadi kidhu nhi......

Thursday, April 30, 2020

Hey, u good? Of course u r.. keep going that way.
It's a normal day, nothing new happen. But today I really miss u and wanted to talk to u. It's not like I don't miss u other day but today I want to talk to you. U were right about me I'm lazy. I can get more from life but I settle for this. Just because I'm lazy. Otherwise I'm not belong here. See U were always right.
Today I saw a movie lift boy on Netflix. It's a good film. So much to feel about it but I can't. I think if I m not in this state of mind than probably I can cry watching this film. Nothing is great in this film that we never see before but it's just small things that u do for other makes great impression on their life. Really good movie. I wish I could be able to see it with you. But never mind.
I wish I can hug you right now. It's really very heavy inside. But never mind. I Miss us. But Never mind.........
U Just keep going healthy.
Atyar ek dum tari bau yad aai. Bau emotional Thai gyo. Aavu j thay 6 bau emotional Thai jau ek dum or Kai feel j na thay, sav numb Thai jau.
I wish u are here.....

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Hey Majama..
Roj potani jat ne busy rakhu 6u. Easy rasto 6 koi pn vastu mathi Bahar nikdvano. Office vada bolave to j javanu avu 6 amare pn hu to roj jau 6u j office aam b room pr krvanu su eklu. Kai k help pn kri sakay koi ni. Hmna thi ahiya ek area 6 je quarantine krelo 6 km k first case tyathi j aayo to nd nd vadhre case 6 a area ma atle tya 10-12 police nd PSI betha j hoy koine Bahar javanu nai and koi ne andar pn javanu nai. Badhu j tya mli jay Avi vyavastha kreli 6. Hve a loko ne badhu tya mli to jay pn Paisa to joiae ne. Bank Java nai deta amne ND ATM aave 6 tya pn mostly Loko jode ATM j nthi to hu tya jau ne Paisa aapu amari application through. A area ma office thi pn kidhelu j 6 koiae javu nhi or koi b Kam krvanu pn pressure nhi pn tya ek var Jao ne to khbr pde k Loko ktli taklif ma 6 Jo aapde help nai kriae to Kon krse. So hu tya jau 6u. And area ma andar jau 40-50 Loko aaju baju aavine ubha rahi jay Paisa leva mate. Police vada key Yar tme bau risky Kam kro 6o line ma ubha rakhvano try kre pn Loko vadhare hoy nd time ocho atle bhid Thai j jay. Hu a badhanu vcche gloves vagar sanitizer vagar besine Kam kru. Garmi hoy atle mask b mo thi niche utari dau. Sachu kau to I really don't care k mne Kai Thai jse. Kai j nai thay mne. I know dhyan rakhvu j joiae pn Yar ek limit pchi kanatadi javay. Office vada key mne km tya Paisa aapva jau 6u to hu kau amne help ni jarur 6 nd koi krtu nhi atle koi ne to krvi j pdse ne. Jyare amne Paisa mle ne atle Ghana Loko khush thaine thank you key smile kre bs tya j avu thay k ahiya aavano motto puro Thai gyo Maro. Saru Kam Kris to Kai nai thay ND ae Loko ni dua b to mlvani atle Kai nai thay mne. Ha dhyan rakhis hu vadhare chinta nai krvani, tu b ghare dhyan rakhje.....

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Heyy, it's me.. hope u r good.
Ahiya Rhine Ktla badha Loko ni help thay 6 mara thi. Saru kvay ne Ghana Loko ne help krvi hoy to b Bahar nikdi ne karati pn nhi. Mara papa key saru 6 tu help kri saku 6u Marathi nhi thati. Joyu ktla jordar Manas 6 mara papa amne Mari chinta to 6 j pn sathe hu loko me help kru 6u Ani Khushi pn 6. Mara mammi ne aavu nhi aene to mne ghare pacho j bolai Levo 6. Mne Kai Thai jay to a bau chinta 6 aene. Aam to ama khotu b nhi hoy chinta to. Mari na hoy to koni hoy. Aaje 13 divas Thai gya tane call k msg kre, Baki vat to roj ahiya thay j 6. Bs taro avaj nai sambhdato aama ND tara javab hu mne je sambhdva hoy a j bolu 6u. Yad kru 6u k nai mne. Roj to nai krti hou pn 13 divas ma ek var to yad aai j hse sachu ne. Bol Biju Kai. Kai nai to saru chl mliae.
Te love aaj Kal 2 movie joyu 6. Me aaje j joyu, aam to mare a movie tari jode jovu tu atle a time pr me tne malvanu pn kidhu tu pn tya sudhi bau modu Thai gyu tu... Kai nai 6od. Ama veer( kartik aryan) Sara nu break up thay ne pchi mle 6 tyare Sara a drink kryu hoy 6 to intimate thavano try kre 6 to a key 6 k aato hu Bahar Paisa aaline pn mli jse mne. Mare aa nai joitu mare Biju kaik joiae 6 a aap mne aa sambhdi ne hu ek dum j shock Thai gyo. Aa j me tne kidhu tu yad 6. Sex to Paisa aapi ne b mli jse pn emotional connection Kya mlse mne nd mare to a j joiae 6. Physical need b hoy aapdi pn ano mtlab a nai ne k ana mate j relation rakhvo. ND kadach koi ni jode a kri b Lau to b Ani meaning a nai k aena mate mne emotional feelings b hoy j. A to Jena mate hoy ana mate j Rey ne.

Monday, April 27, 2020

Oye majama ghetu, tabiyat sachvje tu, aam to sachvvani j tu hu na kau to pn.
Life ktli uncertain hoy nai. Kai nakki j na hoy kyare su thay su nai. Aapdne avu lage k aapdi jode bau j time 6 pn kharekhar ma avu Kai hoy nai. Game tyare game te Thai jay. As human beings aapde ktla dafol 6iae k aapdne khbr 6 k Kal aapde hoisu k nai a nakki nathi still aapde future mate planning krta hoiae. Hji bau time 6 am vicharine aapde ktli badhi vastu pchi krisu am krta hoiae 6. Pn aapde hoiae j nai to, aapdi jode atlo time hoy j nai to... To je Baki rakhi 6 vastu o krva mate Anu su. A to aapdi pachad j rahi jay be ND koi ne khbr b na pde k aapde avu Kai krvana hata k Atleast aapde avo vichar kryo to krvano. Su aapde loko aaj ma j na jivi sakiae. Su Kam Kal upar badha Kam rakhva jyare aapdne khbr 6 k kale aapde hoisu k nai a nkki nthi. Hu aa experience prthi sikhyo k jyare j kehvu hoy, j krvu hoy a kri j devani hoy. A badha mate special time aavse avu Kai hoy j nai. In reality jyare aapdne a krvano or a kehvano vichar aave a j special time hoy a vastu krvano. Km k pchi Avi time aavti j nthi nd badhu aapdi andar j rahi jay. Koi ne khbr j na pde k aapde su krvana hta, kehvana hata. Bs Loko ne am j k he aapdne dekhayu avo j Manas hto aa on actually ma to Ani andar bau badhu htu j aene Kai alag j banavta pn a koine batai j na sakyo special time ni rah ma. I hope aa vat prthi hu su kehva mangu 6u a tne khbr pdi hse nd na padi hoy to b Kai nai Pn aa sachu to 6 j je me kidhu ae.๐Ÿ˜ถ

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Maja ma ne,
Tar jode vat krvanu man thayu to aai gyo vat krva mate ahiya. Atyare j gharethi call aayo. Papa jod vat kri nd pchi mammi jode. Mammi a Khali atlu j puchyu tabiyat kvi 6 nd pchi band Thai gai. Pn aena radvano avaj sambhdayo mne. Papa b Thai gya emotional so pchi me kidhu chlo fari vat kriae am krine muki didho. Hu to ahiya eklo koni jode vat kru mne b aavu thatu hoy 6. A loko to aaju baju vada jode vat pn kre pn Mari jode koi j nai. Te kidhu k me kadi try j nai kryo on avu nhi vat krvanu to gme pn same mne sambhdva taiyar to hovu joiae ne koi. Boys Loko aavi vato sbhde nai nd girls 6 nai to. Tu 6u pn vat krti nhi. Mne khbr 6 tu km nai krti km hu tari jode vadhare attached na Thai jau atle pn.... 6od Kai kehva jevu nhi. Me prem krta Mara mammi papa jode thi sikhyu 6. Amne mne anhad prem aapyo nd hu b anahad prem aapu mne gamta Loko ne sikhvadyu 6. Tu key 6 k hu Mari self ne love krta sikhu pn tme bijane to j prem kri sako jyare tme tamari self ne bhuli jao. Parents Amna krta vadhare prem aapdne kre a Ani example 6 a loko pote taklif vethine pn aapdne khush kre km because unconditional love 6 ae aapda mate no. Atle hu move nai thato tarathi km k a unconditional love he hu Mara mammi papa jode thi sikhyo 6u nd ana mate mne koi regret nthi nd atle j hu tne atyare koi msg k call krine heran nai krto. Te j kidhu tu ne k hu tne guilty feel kravu 6u aa badhu Kaine atle. Aaj prem sikhyo 6u hu Mara parents jodethi. Tu khush 6 to hu b khush 6u ama jruri nai k tu Mari jode j hovi joiae. Tu Mara vagar khush rehti hoy to hu khush 6u Tara mate. Aa 6 love Maro. Aa sikhelo love 6 Maro hji sikhis aavo j. Aa koi jid nhi Mari jid hot to hu Kai pn krto tne pamva mate pn nai krto. Km k aa love 6 atle tne free kri 6 Marathi. Tu khush Rey nd I'll be more than happy for YOU nd MYSELF....

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Su chale, majama ne.
Koi j call nai, msg nai aaje 11 divas thaya khbr pde 6 k nai be tne. Hu rah jou 6u hji pn.
Hji Kai feel thatu nhi ek dum numb, movie jou to emotional b nai thato, song sambhdi ne b Kai feel thatu nahi Baki generally songs sambhdu to buy j emotional Thai jato hou. Sad song ni Kai asar j nai thati. Koi vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu. Tu dhyan rakhje taru ho ne, Bahar nhi nikdvanu. Mne jtli Mara family ni chinta 6 atli j tari pn 6 so tabiyat sachvje. You all are meant lot to me. 

Friday, April 24, 2020

Su kre be, Santi ne..
Fari taru sapnu aayu aaje nd hu ek dum j ungh mathi uthi gyo km k hve bhulvu pdse ne mare aa badhu. Hu sapna Tara aave to pn jagi jau 6u k na aana sapna na jois am potani Jayne kehva pn man or to koi control hoy nai Maro. Kai vandho nai a pn band Thai jse time lagse pn Thai jse band. Oye tu yad kru 6u k nai, bhale ne msg k call na kru pn Atleast yad to rakhje mne, hu to sapna ma pn Tara jou 6u. Tne yad 6 jyare aapde clg ma hata tyare hu tne kehto k life ma Loko bhuli j jay hamesha koi yad na rakhe. Ek no ek 6okro Mari gyo hoy ne to pn 5-6 month pchi ghar vada aene bhuli ne hasta, jivan ma aagad vadhta sikhi j jay ND tu kehti k avu Kai j na hoy yad to hamesha rakhe j pn Jo hu Sacho j hto ne kadach km k hu to jivu 6u to b tu mne yad nai krti.... And Jo krti hoy to batay to khri k yad kru 6u mne. Hu to call k msg atle nai krto km k te na padi 6 nd kru me tu mne block kri ne Maro number delete kri dau to atle nai krto. Tari life ma to rahyo nai hu pn Maro number to Tara mobile ma rey a vicharu ne khush thau Biju to su..
Saru chl nd koi chinta nai ho I'll be Good.๐Ÿ™‚

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Majama ne... Pacho aai gyo hu tari jode vat krva. Km k aa j to ek jgya 6 jya tu Mari jode vat kre 6...๐Ÿฅบ
So aaje me Finding Dory movie joyu the pn joyelu j hse. Movie ma Dory Hank(octopus) ne order j kre na aam j krvu pdse km tu krti ti order mne amuk var nd hu nato manto. Koi pn jgyaae thi tari yad to aai j jay 6 bs tu j nai aavti๐Ÿ™‚

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Hey back again...
Maja ma j hois tu( km k rehvu j pdse me kidhu atle)
Still aapde vat nthi kri rahya hu to hji Tara msg and calls ni rah jou 6u. Aaje ek week Thai gyu aape vat kre nd me WhatsApp Instagram band kr didhu 6 use krvanu ek week thi khbr nai tne khbr on 6 k nai aani. Tne Kai batava mate nai kryu me aa but just hu koni jod vat kru WhatsApp pr atle open nai krto. Group ma bs Corona na j msg hoy ama mne koi interest nhi. So WhatsApp kholvanu j band kr didhu. But tu hji mag krine puchti nhi k km saru 6 k nai, Bahar nikday to dhyan rakhje and all.. I know a Kai tari duty nhi mare j Maru dhyan rakhvanu hoy pn aa to saru lage mne atle. Joke mne saru lage avu tare krvanu avu thodu Kai hoy. So chill but be safe ND ghar ni Bahar nikdti nhi. Nd Kai jrur hoy to keje mne I m here Always.
Hu try kri j rahyo 6u tarathi due rehvano nd vat na krvano as u want. Atyare mne taru sapnu aayu k aapde bnne ek j ghar ma 6iae after whatever this happens so aapde bau vat nai krta ek bija jod. Mare to krvi Joy 6 pn hu control kru 6u bs Kam purti j vat. Hu jagi gyo sapna mathi km k mne yad aavyu k mare tarathi dur rehvanu 6 so. Hu even sapna ma pnn tarathi dur rehvano try kru 6u aena prthi j tne khbr pdi hse k hu really try kru 6u.

Bau emotional Thai gyo 6u yar km aavu thyu mar jode. Hey aama taro koi vank nai kadhto hu pn I like to be with you. Pn ek vat to 6 j You got all the things you want in ur life if u deserve it. I don't deserve you.