Thursday, April 30, 2020

Hey, u good? Of course u r.. keep going that way.
It's a normal day, nothing new happen. But today I really miss u and wanted to talk to u. It's not like I don't miss u other day but today I want to talk to you. U were right about me I'm lazy. I can get more from life but I settle for this. Just because I'm lazy. Otherwise I'm not belong here. See U were always right.
Today I saw a movie lift boy on Netflix. It's a good film. So much to feel about it but I can't. I think if I m not in this state of mind than probably I can cry watching this film. Nothing is great in this film that we never see before but it's just small things that u do for other makes great impression on their life. Really good movie. I wish I could be able to see it with you. But never mind.
I wish I can hug you right now. It's really very heavy inside. But never mind. I Miss us. But Never mind.........
U Just keep going healthy.
Atyar ek dum tari bau yad aai. Bau emotional Thai gyo. Aavu j thay 6 bau emotional Thai jau ek dum or Kai feel j na thay, sav numb Thai jau.
I wish u are here.....

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Hey Majama..
Roj potani jat ne busy rakhu 6u. Easy rasto 6 koi pn vastu mathi Bahar nikdvano. Office vada bolave to j javanu avu 6 amare pn hu to roj jau 6u j office aam b room pr krvanu su eklu. Kai k help pn kri sakay koi ni. Hmna thi ahiya ek area 6 je quarantine krelo 6 km k first case tyathi j aayo to nd nd vadhre case 6 a area ma atle tya 10-12 police nd PSI betha j hoy koine Bahar javanu nai and koi ne andar pn javanu nai. Badhu j tya mli jay Avi vyavastha kreli 6. Hve a loko ne badhu tya mli to jay pn Paisa to joiae ne. Bank Java nai deta amne ND ATM aave 6 tya pn mostly Loko jode ATM j nthi to hu tya jau ne Paisa aapu amari application through. A area ma office thi pn kidhelu j 6 koiae javu nhi or koi b Kam krvanu pn pressure nhi pn tya ek var Jao ne to khbr pde k Loko ktli taklif ma 6 Jo aapde help nai kriae to Kon krse. So hu tya jau 6u. And area ma andar jau 40-50 Loko aaju baju aavine ubha rahi jay Paisa leva mate. Police vada key Yar tme bau risky Kam kro 6o line ma ubha rakhvano try kre pn Loko vadhare hoy nd time ocho atle bhid Thai j jay. Hu a badhanu vcche gloves vagar sanitizer vagar besine Kam kru. Garmi hoy atle mask b mo thi niche utari dau. Sachu kau to I really don't care k mne Kai Thai jse. Kai j nai thay mne. I know dhyan rakhvu j joiae pn Yar ek limit pchi kanatadi javay. Office vada key mne km tya Paisa aapva jau 6u to hu kau amne help ni jarur 6 nd koi krtu nhi atle koi ne to krvi j pdse ne. Jyare amne Paisa mle ne atle Ghana Loko khush thaine thank you key smile kre bs tya j avu thay k ahiya aavano motto puro Thai gyo Maro. Saru Kam Kris to Kai nai thay ND ae Loko ni dua b to mlvani atle Kai nai thay mne. Ha dhyan rakhis hu vadhare chinta nai krvani, tu b ghare dhyan rakhje.....

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Heyy, it's me.. hope u r good.
Ahiya Rhine Ktla badha Loko ni help thay 6 mara thi. Saru kvay ne Ghana Loko ne help krvi hoy to b Bahar nikdi ne karati pn nhi. Mara papa key saru 6 tu help kri saku 6u Marathi nhi thati. Joyu ktla jordar Manas 6 mara papa amne Mari chinta to 6 j pn sathe hu loko me help kru 6u Ani Khushi pn 6. Mara mammi ne aavu nhi aene to mne ghare pacho j bolai Levo 6. Mne Kai Thai jay to a bau chinta 6 aene. Aam to ama khotu b nhi hoy chinta to. Mari na hoy to koni hoy. Aaje 13 divas Thai gya tane call k msg kre, Baki vat to roj ahiya thay j 6. Bs taro avaj nai sambhdato aama ND tara javab hu mne je sambhdva hoy a j bolu 6u. Yad kru 6u k nai mne. Roj to nai krti hou pn 13 divas ma ek var to yad aai j hse sachu ne. Bol Biju Kai. Kai nai to saru chl mliae.
Te love aaj Kal 2 movie joyu 6. Me aaje j joyu, aam to mare a movie tari jode jovu tu atle a time pr me tne malvanu pn kidhu tu pn tya sudhi bau modu Thai gyu tu... Kai nai 6od. Ama veer( kartik aryan) Sara nu break up thay ne pchi mle 6 tyare Sara a drink kryu hoy 6 to intimate thavano try kre 6 to a key 6 k aato hu Bahar Paisa aaline pn mli jse mne. Mare aa nai joitu mare Biju kaik joiae 6 a aap mne aa sambhdi ne hu ek dum j shock Thai gyo. Aa j me tne kidhu tu yad 6. Sex to Paisa aapi ne b mli jse pn emotional connection Kya mlse mne nd mare to a j joiae 6. Physical need b hoy aapdi pn ano mtlab a nai ne k ana mate j relation rakhvo. ND kadach koi ni jode a kri b Lau to b Ani meaning a nai k aena mate mne emotional feelings b hoy j. A to Jena mate hoy ana mate j Rey ne.

Monday, April 27, 2020

Oye majama ghetu, tabiyat sachvje tu, aam to sachvvani j tu hu na kau to pn.
Life ktli uncertain hoy nai. Kai nakki j na hoy kyare su thay su nai. Aapdne avu lage k aapdi jode bau j time 6 pn kharekhar ma avu Kai hoy nai. Game tyare game te Thai jay. As human beings aapde ktla dafol 6iae k aapdne khbr 6 k Kal aapde hoisu k nai a nakki nathi still aapde future mate planning krta hoiae. Hji bau time 6 am vicharine aapde ktli badhi vastu pchi krisu am krta hoiae 6. Pn aapde hoiae j nai to, aapdi jode atlo time hoy j nai to... To je Baki rakhi 6 vastu o krva mate Anu su. A to aapdi pachad j rahi jay be ND koi ne khbr b na pde k aapde avu Kai krvana hata k Atleast aapde avo vichar kryo to krvano. Su aapde loko aaj ma j na jivi sakiae. Su Kam Kal upar badha Kam rakhva jyare aapdne khbr 6 k kale aapde hoisu k nai a nkki nthi. Hu aa experience prthi sikhyo k jyare j kehvu hoy, j krvu hoy a kri j devani hoy. A badha mate special time aavse avu Kai hoy j nai. In reality jyare aapdne a krvano or a kehvano vichar aave a j special time hoy a vastu krvano. Km k pchi Avi time aavti j nthi nd badhu aapdi andar j rahi jay. Koi ne khbr j na pde k aapde su krvana hta, kehvana hata. Bs Loko ne am j k he aapdne dekhayu avo j Manas hto aa on actually ma to Ani andar bau badhu htu j aene Kai alag j banavta pn a koine batai j na sakyo special time ni rah ma. I hope aa vat prthi hu su kehva mangu 6u a tne khbr pdi hse nd na padi hoy to b Kai nai Pn aa sachu to 6 j je me kidhu ae.๐Ÿ˜ถ

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Maja ma ne,
Tar jode vat krvanu man thayu to aai gyo vat krva mate ahiya. Atyare j gharethi call aayo. Papa jod vat kri nd pchi mammi jode. Mammi a Khali atlu j puchyu tabiyat kvi 6 nd pchi band Thai gai. Pn aena radvano avaj sambhdayo mne. Papa b Thai gya emotional so pchi me kidhu chlo fari vat kriae am krine muki didho. Hu to ahiya eklo koni jode vat kru mne b aavu thatu hoy 6. A loko to aaju baju vada jode vat pn kre pn Mari jode koi j nai. Te kidhu k me kadi try j nai kryo on avu nhi vat krvanu to gme pn same mne sambhdva taiyar to hovu joiae ne koi. Boys Loko aavi vato sbhde nai nd girls 6 nai to. Tu 6u pn vat krti nhi. Mne khbr 6 tu km nai krti km hu tari jode vadhare attached na Thai jau atle pn.... 6od Kai kehva jevu nhi. Me prem krta Mara mammi papa jode thi sikhyu 6. Amne mne anhad prem aapyo nd hu b anahad prem aapu mne gamta Loko ne sikhvadyu 6. Tu key 6 k hu Mari self ne love krta sikhu pn tme bijane to j prem kri sako jyare tme tamari self ne bhuli jao. Parents Amna krta vadhare prem aapdne kre a Ani example 6 a loko pote taklif vethine pn aapdne khush kre km because unconditional love 6 ae aapda mate no. Atle hu move nai thato tarathi km k a unconditional love he hu Mara mammi papa jode thi sikhyo 6u nd ana mate mne koi regret nthi nd atle j hu tne atyare koi msg k call krine heran nai krto. Te j kidhu tu ne k hu tne guilty feel kravu 6u aa badhu Kaine atle. Aaj prem sikhyo 6u hu Mara parents jodethi. Tu khush 6 to hu b khush 6u ama jruri nai k tu Mari jode j hovi joiae. Tu Mara vagar khush rehti hoy to hu khush 6u Tara mate. Aa 6 love Maro. Aa sikhelo love 6 Maro hji sikhis aavo j. Aa koi jid nhi Mari jid hot to hu Kai pn krto tne pamva mate pn nai krto. Km k aa love 6 atle tne free kri 6 Marathi. Tu khush Rey nd I'll be more than happy for YOU nd MYSELF....

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Su chale, majama ne.
Koi j call nai, msg nai aaje 11 divas thaya khbr pde 6 k nai be tne. Hu rah jou 6u hji pn.
Hji Kai feel thatu nhi ek dum numb, movie jou to emotional b nai thato, song sambhdi ne b Kai feel thatu nahi Baki generally songs sambhdu to buy j emotional Thai jato hou. Sad song ni Kai asar j nai thati. Koi vandho nai saru Thai jse badhu. Tu dhyan rakhje taru ho ne, Bahar nhi nikdvanu. Mne jtli Mara family ni chinta 6 atli j tari pn 6 so tabiyat sachvje. You all are meant lot to me. 

Friday, April 24, 2020

Su kre be, Santi ne..
Fari taru sapnu aayu aaje nd hu ek dum j ungh mathi uthi gyo km k hve bhulvu pdse ne mare aa badhu. Hu sapna Tara aave to pn jagi jau 6u k na aana sapna na jois am potani Jayne kehva pn man or to koi control hoy nai Maro. Kai vandho nai a pn band Thai jse time lagse pn Thai jse band. Oye tu yad kru 6u k nai, bhale ne msg k call na kru pn Atleast yad to rakhje mne, hu to sapna ma pn Tara jou 6u. Tne yad 6 jyare aapde clg ma hata tyare hu tne kehto k life ma Loko bhuli j jay hamesha koi yad na rakhe. Ek no ek 6okro Mari gyo hoy ne to pn 5-6 month pchi ghar vada aene bhuli ne hasta, jivan ma aagad vadhta sikhi j jay ND tu kehti k avu Kai j na hoy yad to hamesha rakhe j pn Jo hu Sacho j hto ne kadach km k hu to jivu 6u to b tu mne yad nai krti.... And Jo krti hoy to batay to khri k yad kru 6u mne. Hu to call k msg atle nai krto km k te na padi 6 nd kru me tu mne block kri ne Maro number delete kri dau to atle nai krto. Tari life ma to rahyo nai hu pn Maro number to Tara mobile ma rey a vicharu ne khush thau Biju to su..
Saru chl nd koi chinta nai ho I'll be Good.๐Ÿ™‚

Thursday, April 23, 2020

Majama ne... Pacho aai gyo hu tari jode vat krva. Km k aa j to ek jgya 6 jya tu Mari jode vat kre 6...๐Ÿฅบ
So aaje me Finding Dory movie joyu the pn joyelu j hse. Movie ma Dory Hank(octopus) ne order j kre na aam j krvu pdse km tu krti ti order mne amuk var nd hu nato manto. Koi pn jgyaae thi tari yad to aai j jay 6 bs tu j nai aavti๐Ÿ™‚

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Hey back again...
Maja ma j hois tu( km k rehvu j pdse me kidhu atle)
Still aapde vat nthi kri rahya hu to hji Tara msg and calls ni rah jou 6u. Aaje ek week Thai gyu aape vat kre nd me WhatsApp Instagram band kr didhu 6 use krvanu ek week thi khbr nai tne khbr on 6 k nai aani. Tne Kai batava mate nai kryu me aa but just hu koni jod vat kru WhatsApp pr atle open nai krto. Group ma bs Corona na j msg hoy ama mne koi interest nhi. So WhatsApp kholvanu j band kr didhu. But tu hji mag krine puchti nhi k km saru 6 k nai, Bahar nikday to dhyan rakhje and all.. I know a Kai tari duty nhi mare j Maru dhyan rakhvanu hoy pn aa to saru lage mne atle. Joke mne saru lage avu tare krvanu avu thodu Kai hoy. So chill but be safe ND ghar ni Bahar nikdti nhi. Nd Kai jrur hoy to keje mne I m here Always.
Hu try kri j rahyo 6u tarathi due rehvano nd vat na krvano as u want. Atyare mne taru sapnu aayu k aapde bnne ek j ghar ma 6iae after whatever this happens so aapde bau vat nai krta ek bija jod. Mare to krvi Joy 6 pn hu control kru 6u bs Kam purti j vat. Hu jagi gyo sapna mathi km k mne yad aavyu k mare tarathi dur rehvanu 6 so. Hu even sapna ma pnn tarathi dur rehvano try kru 6u aena prthi j tne khbr pdi hse k hu really try kru 6u.

Bau emotional Thai gyo 6u yar km aavu thyu mar jode. Hey aama taro koi vank nai kadhto hu pn I like to be with you. Pn ek vat to 6 j You got all the things you want in ur life if u deserve it. I don't deserve you.

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

Oye, majama ne...
Loko ktla double standard hoy nai.. Movie ma hero ne heroin ni pachad pagal thata jove, koi ni jode ladta jove, rejection pchi daru, cigarette pita jove or aene heran krta jove, aena marriage ma jaine pn heran kre, aena family ne heran kre matlab badhu j gaanda j I harkto krta jove to b movie ma Ani jode relate Thai jay, ana mate dukhi thay, a movie 6 khbr 6 to b end ma hero ne heroin Mali jay avu man ma ne man ma pray pn kre. And aa badhu j Jo koi real life ma kre me to aene gaando, bagho key, sanskar vagr no, psycho key. Pn movie ma to a badhane j saru lagtu hoy a badhi j harkto j real life ma amne sari na lage. I mean Jo tmne movie ma hero ni feelings jod relate Thai ne vicharo k aavu badhu to chale PREM ma to pchi real life ma km nai gamtu aa badhu. Joyu ktlu double standard public hoy.
Ha a vat Sachi k a movie 6 reality nai Pn a movie reality batava mate j banayu 6 amne joyu a batayu movie ma. So Jo tmne movie ma a gamtu hoy to reality ma b gamadta sikho a badhu..
Hmmmmm bs aatlu j. Hji Kai feel nai thatu numb jevu j. Amuk var bau j emotional Thai jau 6u betha betha j nd amuk var Kai feel j nai thatu. Vicharu 6u k psychiatrist jode Jai aavu pn kok divas Jo tne khbr pde k hu psychiatrist jode gayo hto to tne hu gaando lagu je hu nahi. Koi na mate jyare bau j feelings hoy ne nd ae jatu Rey tyare thay aavu. I think it's normal.

Kale hu ne room partner bike pr jamva jata hata me amne bike athday didhu ek bike jod so mne pag ma vagyu. Thodu vagyu 6 bau nai nd amuk var dukhay 6. Mne aapdo accident yad aai gyo khbr 6 hostel Bahar the ek dum j accelerate aapi didhu to bnne padya hta ne tne pag na nakh ma vagyu tu lohi b nikdyu tu pchi hu tne ghare mukva aavyo hto.
Missing the time when we used to want each other company.๐Ÿ™‚

Monday, April 20, 2020

Oye, tari yad aave 6. Vat krvanu man thay 6 pn tu to vat b nai krti. Ktla badha movie 6 jova mate pn Kai j man nai thatu. Bau j emotional Thai gyo 6u atyare radvanu man thay 6. Tu km aavu kre 6 sachu bol ne.
Tu AA vanchu to tne to hu psycho j lagu nai. Mne khbr 6 tne Avu j lage k gando Thai gyo 6u. Na ho gando nhi bas yad aave 6 tari simple. Atyare aatlu simple kasu 6 j nai. Nd aani pehla jyare tari yad aave tyare call krto or kaik lkhto pn atyare beu mathi ek pn thay nai. Lkhine su krvanu tu to vanchti b nhi.
Tne to hu gando j lagu nai. And pchi to tane khbr pdi j jay k taru decision sachu 6 aani jode friendship pn na rakhay.

96 movie joyu me. South nu 6 YouTube or search Kris to mdi jse joje aa movie bau j jordar movie 6. Selfless and pure love 6 movie ma, simple story to b mast 6. Hero same Mara jvo dekhav ma bekar, dress Sense nai, 6okrio jode vat krta na aavde, sharmato hoy vat krta b nd heroin Tara jevi beautiful nd hoshiyar. Movie no end ek dum real. Aavu j thay real life ma. Heroin nu marriage Thai jay bija jode ND pelo Kai j na kri sake ana j marriage ma a bolavti nhi to b jay ND joine pacho aavto Rey. Same aapda jvi j story, Mari heroin nu b marriage Thai jse bija jod......
Pn ek vastu a batai k varso pchi beu mde 6 reunion ma vat thay 6 tyare peli b I love you key nd key aapda nasib ma j natu. Hero aakha movie ma I love you kehto j nhi bs aankho thi j nd heroin samji j jay k aani feelings ktli strong 6 k bolo b nai sakto. Me marriage krya Tu b marriage kri le. Hero a marriage j nai krya hota.....
Hey, Majama
Science avu key 6 k koi vastu sathe or ana Vagar Jo 21 divas raho to Ani aadat padi jay or 6uti jay. Kevu kehvay nai. So tu to Mara vagar jivta sikhi j lais aam b tu strong 6. Hu b jivi to jais j obviously, pn Maja nai aave Tara vagar. Nd tu mne yad rakhu avu Kai thay avu nhi Marathi. Aapda relation no end to kryo j 6 te Tara mind ma hve to real ma Thai j jse km k hve pchi aapde jyare madisu tya sudhi to tu life ma bau aagad vadhi gai hois. And hu b try Kris and badhu saru Thai j jay pn ha atlu chokkas ke Mara Dil na koi k khuna ma tne santadi rakhis and tya to aapde hamesha madisu j.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Hello, tabiyat sari hse tari.
Aaje Dear Zindagi movie joyu. Saru movie 6 nai, te joyu hse.
Sachu kau to aa movie Ghana divas thi jovani iccha hti Mari km k ama psychiatrist Aliya Bhatt ne help kre 6 to mne am htu k mne b Kai help thase a joine atle joyu. Saru 6 movie na joyu hoy to tu pn joje.
But still numb, Kai feel na thayu nai to generally aava movie joine emotional Thai j Kai hu.
End ma Aliya ne shahrukh gamva lage 6 and aene key pn 6 ae. To shahrukh aene key it's okk mne b tu gamu 6u nd pchi aene samjave 6 k gamvu Kai khotu nhi pn tne Biju koi gmse j tu try kr. Te pn am j kidhu mne but I wish k te same shahrukh ni km j handle kryu hot ha a movie 6 nd ama a doctor 6 atle aene aavde j avu pn to b I wish te same rite j handle kryu hot tu to aam b hoshiyar 6. Nd am on kidhu hot k tu try kr bija koi ne gamadvani gme to thik nai Kai nai hu 6u j. I'll always there for you.
Kai nai everything takes time. Aa b saru Thai jse.

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Hey, hope you are good. Still numb.koi j feeling nhi. Movie joine koi scene ma koi j feeling nthi aavti.
Ek story lkhvi 6. Topics pn lkhi didha 6 lkhva mate pn hji lkhvanu himmat nai thati.
Kadach lkhis to roi padis km k story aapda 2 na relationship or lkhvi 6. Joiae kyare lkhay 6.

Friday, April 17, 2020

I really miss you. I wish you were here so I can see you, hold ur hands, hug you.
Khbr nai km on punrjanm jevo concept hoy avu believe krvu 6 mare( although I know k avu Kai j na hoy) pn Jo aa nai to bija koi janm ma b hu tari sathe rahi sakto hoy to really wanna believe that..

It's been 2 days since I tell you my feelings, nd pchi Kai j feel nai thatu. I've become Numb.

Thursday, April 16, 2020

I don't want to prove anything to you. Because you know that my love for u is pure. I love you it's a truth but u don't love me is the fucking lie. Hu Gheto 6u pn atlo b nai k Kon kyare sachu boltu hoy ne kyare nai a khbr na pde mne.
I know you love me, you just need to ask yourself..

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Aaje finally tne Kai didhu nd taro answer bhi sambhdi lidho. Khbr to hti j mne Tara answer ni atle j nato sambhdva magto pn aatlu lkhya pchi ek hope b hti k Jo aatlu vanchis to samji jais Mari feelings so puchi lidho answer. Bhul kri me answer nto puchvano km k there are some truths that u should never say.. Avo tutyo 6u k hve pchi bhego b nai thau am lage 6. Hji am j thay 6 k Kai k avu kru k tu ha padi de. Hu mentally taiyar j nhi. Itne saalo me pehli bar kisise Dil lagaya he to tutna to tay hi tha.


Jiddi nhi hu, Jo hot to roj msg krto, call krto. Pn na mne Mari had khbr 6 atle. Mne lage 6 pyaar a Mara mate bnyo j nhi km k ama had na hoy. Koi boundaries na hoy, a to bas thaya j kre..

Wo ishq hi Kya Jo behad na ho.

Agar pagal nhi huae ho ishq me ab Tak,  to Kya khak ishq Kiya ab Tak.

Aaje aakhi life ma nai radyo hoy atlu radyo. Mammi ni yad aai k Kash a jode hot Mari to a to sambhdti mne, samjti mne,call kryo ne jyare mukvano hto tyare rehvayu nai ne radi pdyo. Hu ne mammi bnne radya..

Sunday, April 12, 2020

For world love spelled "LOVE" but for me it is "YOU".

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Ghetu

Km, Maja ma ne. Jo mne khbr 6 hve aa badhu kehvano koi meaning nthi nd te je decision lidhu 6 aapda relationship nu aene respect kru 6u nd tu change kru aena mate aa badhu nthi kehto. So thodik var Santi thi sambhdje mne vacche bolti nai hu kau pchi bolje. Bolayela krta na bolayela shabdo vadhare hurt kre a j vichari be aa badhu kau 6u tne hope tu samjis aa badhu. So start kru 6u. Jo mne pehlathi j tu gamti ti nd me tne kidhelu b 6 k tu mne gamu 6u Jo tne yad hoy to(aam to yad rey tne avu Kai kryu b nhi). Te mne ghani var marriage mate kidhu je tu majak krti ti avu te kidhu so Mani Lau 6u k tu majak krti ti am. Pn jyaare aapde taru licence kadhava jata ta tyare gadi ma te kidhu tu (bhale ne majak ma jm te kidhu am) tyaare kharekhar mare gadi side pr ubhi rakhi ne tne kehvu tu k Disha tu b mne game 6 pn khbr nai km me na kidhu. Pn hve khbr pdi mne km k hu darpok Manas 6u je vyakti mne gamti ti aene atlu b na Kai sakyo, Sena thi bivato hto a khbr nai. Pn hve je thai gyu a Thai gyu hve a time jato rahyo pchi Ani vat krine Kai thay nai. Pn hve hu bivato nathi to atyare kau 6u k ha Disha Patel tu mne gamu 6u nd I want k aapde future ma b sathe hoiae as a couple. Kadach aa kehva ma bau j modu kri didhu 6 me pn na kehto to dukhi thato ana krta kau tne Mari feelings to saru lagse mne atle kau 6u. ND HA MARE TARO ANSWER NAI JOITO km k mne tu gamu 6u atle Kai jaruri thodu 6 k hu b tne gamto j hou so Kai vandho nai aavu badhu to chalya kre aapd ne koi gme ne aene koi Biju game, life 6 aa to chalya krvanu badhu. Thank you te mne ghanu badhu sikhvadyu (6okrio jod vat km krvi, dressing Sense, koi ne jyare gamadta hoiae to ana mate badhu j kri 6utvu etc..) aam to bau badhu 6 pn aatlu chalse. Jo ke hu to ghanu badhu sikhyo nathi aamathi pn tar jod Raine jtlu b sikhyo ana mate thank you. Thank you Mara birthday pr cake lai ti tu ana mate pn. Bau special moments share kri 6 me tar jod (pehli var koi 6okri ne bike pr besadi hoy to a tu hati aam to hji b tu j 6๐Ÿ˜, koi 6okri jod movie joyu hoy a b, tar jod besi ne vato krvi, Moda sudhi chat krvu or phone pr vato krvi nd Biju ghanu badhu) aakhi life yad rehse mne a badhu j. So ana mate b thank you. Thank you mne Mara high nd low bnne ma sath aapva mate. High ma to badha sath aape pn low ma to amuk j loko sath aape. Mara assignment complete krava nd mne M.E. ma sikhvadva mate pn thank you. Thank you te mne lkhata sikhvadyu ana mate km k tne mdya pchi j lkhvanu chalu kryu pehla Khali man ma j lkhto hto. Thank you mane sahan krva badal km k hu agharo 6u, Thank you mari vato sambhdvaa badal, MANE sambhdva badl (aa to bau j special vastu 6) Aam to atlu badhu kryu 6 te ke jtli var kais thank you atlu var ochu pdse. So finally THANK YOU aaje hu j Kai b 6u ama taro bau Moto hath 6. ( Te Kai j kryu nhi avu to kehti j nai, nd aa badhu kryu to ama su avu b na kehti Tara mate bhale aa badhi vastu nani hoy Mara mate to bau moti j 6). Jo aa badhu atayre kau 6u km k jyare kehvanu htu tyare kidhu nai, Biju to samjya pn thank you b na kidhu bs am vichari ne k aapde jode j 6iae ne kais kyarek. Pn Kai j devu joiae karan ke a kyarek kais a time aave j nai pchi. Maro accident thayo ana thi ek vastu sari sikhyo hu k tari value samjai mne, Tu ktli precious nd special 6 Mara mate a samjayu mne and Mari life ni b value samjai mne. Tne aa badhu kehvanu tu a kehvai gyu atle Chalo accident ma mne Kai na thayu a to bau j saru thyu pn aa b sikhyo and tne aa Kai sakyo a pn bau saru thyu. Atyare Jo Mari koi ek wish Puri thay ne to hu chokkas thi M.E. na first year thi atyar sudhi no time fari jivva magis. (Na mare Kai me je bhulo kri 6 aene sudharvi nhi km k amuk loko bhulo mathi j sikhe nd hu ama no ek 6u atle) pn atle a time fari thi jivva magis k hu a badhu j fari thi feel krva magu 6u, vadhare sari rite mne yad rey avu jivvu 6 mare a time ne. Aam to hji atlu badhu lkhi sakay am 6 pn darek vastu tme shabdo thi na samjai sako atle amuk vastu Mari feelings nd Mari aankho thi j khbr pdi jay. PLZ TU AAGAD LKHYU 6 ANO ANSWER NA AAPTI MNE KHBR 6 TARO ANSWER NO 6 PN MARE TARA MODHE thi NAI SAMBHDVU A SO PLZ ANSWER NA AAPTI. Hu am vicharis k me answer aapvani na padi ti tne atle nai to tu Ha j padti. Nd ha hve hu dukhi nathi to tare koi chinta krva ni jrur nthi hve mne saru 6, time bhale lagyo mne samjta k jyare Manas ne prem na made ne to a prem bije sodhe j ama vank kharekhr aapdo hoy tme na aapo prem to a pchi tmne bhulva no try kre j. I wish k hu Kai kri sakyo hot nd badhu saru kri didhu hot pn..... Kai nai chal 6od aa badhu. And chill I'm good, nothing to worry. Aapde friends to 6iae j ne? Ha hve pn hu pelu call kri ne lambi vato krto to Tara office time pr avu nai kru pn week ma kok divas vat krva ni iccha thay to call kru a chalse? And Jo na chale to b Kai nai jyare Kai k important vat hse tyare to call karay j marathi ho atlu to chale hve friends ma. Aa lkhvano to end j nhi aavto hji b lkhu am thay 6๐Ÿ˜. Chl hve end aano. Bye.(I LOVE YOU. Yes, Disha Kanaiyalal Patel I really really love You, and I want to spend my whole life with you, Kru 6u to Kau ama su, hve darpok nhi hu๐Ÿ˜). Atyare tne I love you Kai ne mne bau j Khushi thay 6 tu b jyare tane gamta koi ne I love you kais tyare tne samjase k ktli Khushi thay, ha a sachu k same vado  b a j answer aape to aa Khushi double Thai jay. Life ma aapdne Biju Joiae su bas aapdne gamti ek vyakti no sath mle atle bau 6. Life ma game te thay tme Ani same ladi sakva taiyar j hov km k tamaru gamtu vyakti tamari jode hoy. Tne khbr 6 jyare aapde vato krta ta pehla tyare amuk var tu pehli ring ma Maro call nati upadti nd pchi jyare tu call kru tyare hu kehto k pehli ring ma kyare call upadta sikhis. Tyare Jo te call upadi lidho hot to tyare j khbr pdi jati aa badhi tne. Pn key 6 ne ke life ma tmne a j mle je tme deserve krta hoy. Kadach hu deserve nai krto hoy tne. Or nasib ma j nai hoy tu. Kharekhr jyare Tara jod vat band Thai ne tyare mne samjayu Bhai aa Kai friendship j nhi khali, j hu Mara man ma manine chalto to. Aa Kai k Biju j 6 atle a vat nathi krti to tu dukhi thay 6. Sachu kau to hu pehli var koi 6okri mate radyo hois, bau dukhi thyo k aavu na thavu joiae pn je thyu a thyu. Hu atlo dukhi kadach Mara dada nd dadi Mari gya ne tyare b nato km k tyare hu Kai nato kri sakto jm atyare atyare Kai na kri sakto pn tyare to a vyakti j hajar ma natu nd atyare to a vyakti hajar 6 to b Kai j na kri sakyo atle bau dukhi thyo. Pn hve koi chinta nai. Hve dukhi nai thau. Dhime dhime hu samji jais hji thodo time lagse pn samji jais so chill. Hji end nai aavto aano๐Ÿ˜. Ok chl hve end. BYE......๐Ÿ™‚ Sorry me ghani bhulo kri 6 nd bau badhi var tne dukhi kri 6 or taro mood kharab kryo 6 kadach atyare b taro mood kharab kryo hoy avu bne. So SORRY a badha j mate aam to sorry kehvathi Kai me krelu pachu sudhri nai jay to b SORRY. Sorry k jyare tare Mari jarur hti tyare hu nato tari jode, jyare tu to hamesha Mari jode hti mane jyare b jrur hoy tyare. So sorry.
 BYE....................๐Ÿ™‚
Hey taro answer nai joito Mare ho to champli thati j nai okkk๐Ÿ˜ (plz). Kash hu Kai avu lkhi sakyo hot k tu a vanchine impress Thai jay ne taru decision badli de, pn na lkhi sakyo. Aam to atyar sudhi me je Kai b lkhyu 6 amathi 70-80% Tara mate or tne gme or impress krva mate j lkhyu 6.( Aa jutthu nhi kehto hu, sachu 6 bhle ne me tne koi divas aa kidhu nhi, sachu kau 6u be..) I wish k Maru badhu j lkhelu hu tne sambhdavu tari jode besine and Biju b lkhu Tara mate pn kadach hve a possible thay avu lagtu nhi mne(๐Ÿฅบ). Be aa to end j nai aavto๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜. Ktlu bdhu hse Mara man ma tne kehva mate a tu kadach samji saku aana prthi k bye Kai ne pn lkhu 6u hu๐Ÿ˜. Ane hoy j ne km k aapde 6elle kyare Santi thi vat kri ti a yad j nhi mne to. 6elle aapde 30/12/2019 a vat kri ti nd a b atli sari rite nai atle hoy j ne aatlu badhu kehva mate. Hji to mare tar jod vat krvi ti a badhu lkhi rakhelu 6 a to aama add kryu j nhi nai to ktlu lambu Thai jat. I think aapde atla mature to 6iae j k kyarek Madi ne hu tne a badhu b batavu nd bnne mathi koi ne vandho b na hovo joiae. Aam to mne to hoy j nai vandho๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜. Aa badhu hu tne madis kyarek to kais or mokli saku aa badhu to b ktlu saru pn khbr nai km k bik lage 6 mne aa badhu kehta or moklta. Joyu hji darpok j 6u๐Ÿ˜ƒ. Km k I accept your decision but still hu answer sambhdi saku atlo brave nd capable nthi so ana krta me jm aagad kahyu am ( me tne answer aapvani na padi ti atle nai to tu ha j padti) a hope Mara mate sari 6. And tu vanchje khari aa badhu Jo moklu to km k yar atleast mara shabdo to pohchva j joiae Tara sudhi. Saru chl hve nai lkhvu. Bye.... I hope hji aapde friends 6iae j nd jyare tne koi frnd ni jrur hse tyare tu mne yad Kris to gamse mne, nd hu to yad rakhis tne hmesha๐Ÿ™‚. Aa badhu j 100% sachu 6 aama Kai j me vadhare chadaine nai lkhyu hoo... I wish aapde ek var madiae bau jaldi j bs Khali j aa subject pr koi vat nai kru hu.
Har mohhabat ka Waqt hota he, ye Waqt Mera nahi he pr iska Matlab ye nhi ke ye mohhabat nhi he....












Jo upar vadu moklis tne to aa b moklis tne km k upar ek vastu nhi lkhi me je aama lkhi didhi 6, nd Jo upar vadu aakhu vanchyu hoy to plz aa b vanchje.( Aam to aa upar lkhyu a nd aa lkhyu a  badhu tne mli ne kehvu tu or Atleast call kri ne pn tu ghare hou atle atli badhi vat karu nai call pr nd aa salu lockdown patvanu nhi may month sudhi nd hve atlo wait thse nai Marathi atle msg krvo pde 6.)
I really want k me aa upar je lkhyu 6 tu aano answer aape nd HA kau mne km k mare tari sathe aakhi life rehvu 6. Hu vicharu 6u k aakhi life hu ne tu jode rahiae hu Tara mate poem nd story lkhya kru nd tu mne sambhdya kr pchi tu amathi tne sari lagti line mne kau nd Mari jod tu pn lkhu tne gmtu. Tu hasu tyare, radu tyare hu tari jode hou nd tari jode j rau. I also want k tu class 2 officer bnu, Tara sapna pura kru, Tara family mate kaik kru, Tare je krvu hoy je tne khush rakhe a badhu j kru tu bs I just want k aa badha ma hu tari SATHE hou. Jo mne khbr 6 k hu Tara mate perfect nhi pn hu bni jais nd tne khush rakhis hmesha. Nd tu to Mara mate perfect 6u j or avu tne na lagtu hoy avu b bne pn mne Tu jvi 6u Avi j gmu 6u Mara mate aa j perfect 6,( So tu mara mate sari nthi avu faltu vicharis j nai, Jo mne khush rakhvo j hoy tare or Mara mate Kai k saru krvu j hoy to HA pad de.) Jo life ma badhathi bhulo thay Mara thi pn nd tarathi pn. Pn koi b bhul Avi na hoy k maaf na kri sakay. ( Hum sath isliye nhi rehte kyu ki hum bhul jaate he, Hum sath isliye rehte he kyuki hum MAAF kar dete he). At the end aapde ek bija thi nd ek bija jod khush hova joiae. I really NEED you in my life. So ek chance to aap aapda relation ne nd mne. Pchi Jo hu ama fail Thau( Je hu kyarey nai thava dau) to tu jm icche am kri saku 6u hu nai Roku tne. Jo Disha aa life 6 nd ek j var mle 6 to aene km waste kriae. Jo hu Hu dur rehto to badhathi nd specially tarathi km k I don't wanna hurt u. Mare kharab phase chali rahyo hto (or che) so I m protecting the people whom I care the most in my life. May be a phase na lidhe hu koi ne Kai boli na jau j mare bolvu joiae or it is my bad phase not others k hu amne nd tane badhu kau ne tamaro mood or time kharab kru. Bau badhu 6 kehva, lkhva mate aana vise pn kadach koi samji na sake k hu km aavu kru 6u. Joke hve mne khbr pdi k Hu khoto hato aa badha ma, pn I only don't want to hurt the people I love, so mne aa rasto saro lagyo atle kryu but now I wish k me aavu na kryu hot km k sambandho hoy j atla mate k aapda kharab time ma a sath aapi sake nd aapdne a situation thi deal krva ma help kre. Quarantine time ma jyare hu ghare hto nd me tne call kryo to k me kaik lkhyu 6 tu sambhd gamse mne nd pchi me tne a clip mokli ti. Nd te a sambhdvanu na pad didhu tyare hu hurt thyo. Hu ghare eklo besi rhyo to to mar mammi ne khbr pdi k Kai k thayu 6 atle j hu aam betho 6u ( Mammi ne khbr hti k aapde hve vat nai krta) to mne key a jyar vat krva mangti ti tyar tu nato krto same way hve aene krvi nhi to na kre. Pn chinta na kr aene khbr pdse atle krse vat tar jod. Mar papa ne kidhu mammi a to papa k hu vat kru Ani jod tne yad kre 6 k nai ae nd khbr b puchi Lau bt me na padi( bt andarthi mne am thyu k a call kre tne to ktlu saru). Mne key( Mammi nd papa) tare marriage krva hoy Ani jod to hu ana papa jod vat kru or tari jod vat kru. Nd mne tyare khbr pdi k ohh mare tari jod marriage krva 6. Joyu hu ktlo dafol [(gheto) ghetu nu to gheto j hoy ne๐Ÿ˜Š] hto k amne Mari feelings khbr pdi gai ti pn mne nti khbr. So here I am. Miss Disha Kanaiyalal Patel WILL YOU MARRY ME? ( Say Yes plz God plzz๐Ÿคž)Hu aakhi life tar jode rehva magu 6u so hu tne heran kri saku๐Ÿ˜„. (Atyare Jo tu nthi vadi poem aapde msg ma ek bija ne mokli ti yad 6 ne k Kau, Jo tu nai hoy to pkodi ma swad kyathi aavse, aapde jod pakodi khata ta atle aa line khi ti me yad to 6 ne, pchi.. Tu nathi to divas nathi, tu nathi to rat nathi, tu nathi to Khushi nathi, tu nathi to hasi nathi, tu nathi to vishwas nathi, tu nathi to shawas nthi, Tu nathi to kai j nathi Hu pn nai.....). Jo tu Mani jais to Tar family pn Mani jse(Mar family try krse manavano) nd pchi b Jo a na mane to decision tari pr 6 k tare su krvu 6. Jo sachu kau to mne amna decision thi bau Kai farak nai pdto mne Tara decision thi vadhare farak pde 6. Ha nd tu Amna against na Java magti hoy to b it's okk, km k a hu samji saku 6u  Km k te to Ha padi j hti(aa j MATTER kre 6 mar mate).
Tu Santi thi vicharje plz.. Jo life 6 atle ek bija vagr pn jivi j javase ( km k aapdi life aapde family vada mate b jivvi j pde, movie to 6 nai k jivvanu 6odi daiae, fact 6 aa vastu) nd avu b bne k aagad jata khush b hoiae aapde pn koi divas besine jyare aapde juni yaado yad krta hoiae ne tyare thay k aa person jode hot to life (ni Maja) Kai k alag hot. Ae yaado aapda face pr smile lavi joiae aankho ma aansu nai, Atleast me try to kryo to gamta vyakti mate. Jo tne khbr 6 k hu jldi koi ne Kai kehto nai Pn Jo aa badhu b nai kau tne nd hu try j nai kru tne life ma rakhva mate to life no koi meaning j nhi so hu try kru 6u nd I wish tu b try kru pchi j koi decision laiae (mutually) a Mani laisu.
I wish tu aa badhu samju nd pchi jode rehvanu decision Lau. And in case tu na padu aatlu vanchya pchi to... It would be privilege to have my heart broken by you.
Meri Zindagi ko savarna chahte ho to khudko savar lo kyoki Meri Zindagi tum hi ho..
                                                      Your's Faithfully,
                                                     Jayesh Sinha(Gheto)๐Ÿ˜Š
                                                               
Nd Mara thi bhagvanu band kr tu. Vat na krvi or kru to b Khali answer (hmm, okk, saru) aapva avu km kre 6 tu. Mne samjatu nhi, hu Taru j Kai pn decision hse aene respect kris pn am vat na krvathi su thase. Hu hurt na thau atla mate kre 6 tu pn...(Aa to avu thyu k tu hurt na thau atle tne hurt kru 6u.๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”Does it make any sense? Nhi ne, to pchi.)